** Twenty Four **

i had coke today...

lots of it...

thrust me...after you read this...

you'll know why i needed 10 cans of coke

i woke up in the morning...

my inbox flooded....

with you-know-who's smses...

and a few missed calls from the same person...

and then i sat there reading the same freaking thing over and over again...

*yawns*

then i got so irritated by the 5th sms...

i deleted the rest...

if its all gonna say the same thing

might as well not give a damn bout wasting my time going through them

so technically i woke up pissed

then i went to the toilet

solemnly brushed my teeth while my mum did her makeup

then i left ASAP

and she had to pull me back in

and she starts telling me i have to start with my homework

and spend more time studying and doing my revision

and stop spending hours in front of the computer

and getting enough sleep

and for that she took half an hour of my morning

so it's been a shitty morning

then got dressed

took breakfast

went to school

forgot my chemistry book

but didn't use it anyway

for once im back in class

and happy to be back

study study

all in all....it's fine

Lava Me and Joanna talked bout POTO

mostly about the cameras and autographs and the people

the Kamie Syarifah and I complaint about PnLim

recess

class

add math

brain hurts

moral

copied nilai

then stay back for a bit

to say bye to MissLai!!!

this was the cherry on top of the sundae

the masqueradies and a few other students

we sang "you are my sunshine"

replace "sunshine" with "MissLai"

we had cake

and MissLai kept going "omg omg omg"

then we go huggly huggly ^^

i had her sign my arm T^T

im too lazy to get paper

so that's that

i gave her one last hug bafore i rushed out

duh my mum was there

i went in

silence

i should've kept it that way

instead i just had to open my mouth

and then she started lecturing me again

she's the one that usually comes late and when i come out late she scolds me

so all the way home

was the whole soap opera act

god damn it

she needs to stop doing that

its getting boring

it's not like im gonna put pity on her

heck

i sat there wondering what the hell did i do wrong

i just said i wanted to say goodbye to a teacher

and did she not understand?!

and i know she was crying

cuz after the soap opera comes the water works

so that made me pissed once more

then i went upstairs

phone spammed again

helllooooo i just cleared my inbox day before yesterday people!!!

dont spam it like you spam my cbox

its freaking irritating to have to

delete 600++ sms in one go

my phone get jet lag

ahhhh....but it's the same person

same sms

same content

so i just deleted all after reading one

owh dont blame me

if you were sending something different for every sms heck yeah i'll read

but it all the same old line
same old song

same old thing

so dont bother wasting my time

then i was getting started on my essay

Pauleen requested for the creative writing section

half way through

my freaking grandma swept the floor

the broom hit the reset button

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

all my hard work

and that added more salt to the wound

and out of depression

i sat in front of the computer after it restarted

gulping down can after can of coke

****************

OKAY PEOPLE!!!

you all have to stop asking who is WeiJun

He's just some guy who came to help with POTO

dont go around assuming he's

my uncle

my dad

my grandfather

my granduncle

he ain't DNA related to me

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i wonder why does the world think im a fool

i was chatting with one of my cousins

first of all its not just sick

it's wrong

to have your cousin tell you he's in love with you

but

anyway...i was chatting

and you know how uncles and aunts like to gossip

you cant help but over hear

so heres what it is about me

ai'm anti-social

ai'm rude

ai'm disrespectful

aall i do is sit in front of the comp

ai dont talk much

ai'm too loud for a girl

ai swear too openly [yes lately i do]

ai hang out too much with the guys

ai'm becoming a guy

amy result suck [damn how did THAT go there]

ai'm way too spoilt

*ehem*

i aint spoilt

and i am trying to tone down

i am doing my best to be a girl

and i'm doing my best not to hang with them too much

i'm working hard to get my grades up

i am trying to socialize more

...

the sitting in front of the comp thing cant be helped.

i told my cousin he can't

and i told him the aunty and uncles ain't gonna give it an 'ok'

neither would my parents

i'm actually kinda glad he's one of the cousins i can connect with

but its just sick and wrong to date your own cousin

lets just stick it to keeping each other entertained

buring boring family gatherings