** Twenty Four **

i had coke today...

lots of it...

thrust me...after you read this...

you'll know why i needed 10 cans of coke

i woke up in the morning...

my inbox flooded....

with you-know-who's smses...

and a few missed calls from the same person...

and then i sat there reading the same freaking thing over and over again...

*yawns*

then i got so irritated by the 5th sms...

i deleted the rest...

if its all gonna say the same thing

might as well not give a damn bout wasting my time going through them

so technically i woke up pissed

then i went to the toilet

solemnly brushed my teeth while my mum did her makeup

then i left ASAP

and she had to pull me back in

and she starts telling me i have to start with my homework

and spend more time studying and doing my revision

and stop spending hours in front of the computer

and getting enough sleep

and for that she took half an hour of my morning

so it's been a shitty morning

then got dressed

took breakfast

went to school

forgot my chemistry book

but didn't use it anyway

for once im back in class

and happy to be back

study study

all in all....it's fine

Lava Me and Joanna talked bout POTO

mostly about the cameras and autographs and the people

the Kamie Syarifah and I complaint about PnLim

recess

class

add math

brain hurts

moral

copied nilai

then stay back for a bit

to say bye to MissLai!!!

this was the cherry on top of the sundae

the masqueradies and a few other students

we sang "you are my sunshine"

replace "sunshine" with "MissLai"

we had cake

and MissLai kept going "omg omg omg"

then we go huggly huggly ^^

i had her sign my arm T^T

im too lazy to get paper

so that's that

i gave her one last hug bafore i rushed out

duh my mum was there

i went in

silence

i should've kept it that way

instead i just had to open my mouth

and then she started lecturing me again

she's the one that usually comes late and when i come out late she scolds me

so all the way home

was the whole soap opera act

god damn it

she needs to stop doing that

its getting boring

it's not like im gonna put pity on her

heck

i sat there wondering what the hell did i do wrong

i just said i wanted to say goodbye to a teacher

and did she not understand?!

and i know she was crying

cuz after the soap opera comes the water works

so that made me pissed once more

then i went upstairs

phone spammed again

helllooooo i just cleared my inbox day before yesterday people!!!

dont spam it like you spam my cbox

its freaking irritating to have to

delete 600++ sms in one go

my phone get jet lag

ahhhh....but it's the same person

same sms

same content

so i just deleted all after reading one

owh dont blame me

if you were sending something different for every sms heck yeah i'll read

but it all the same old line
same old song

same old thing

so dont bother wasting my time

then i was getting started on my essay

Pauleen requested for the creative writing section

half way through

my freaking grandma swept the floor

the broom hit the reset button

DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

all my hard work

and that added more salt to the wound

and out of depression

i sat in front of the computer after it restarted

gulping down can after can of coke

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OKAY PEOPLE!!!

you all have to stop asking who is WeiJun

He's just some guy who came to help with POTO

dont go around assuming he's

my uncle

my dad

my grandfather

my granduncle

he ain't DNA related to me

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i wonder why does the world think im a fool

i was chatting with one of my cousins

first of all its not just sick

it's wrong

to have your cousin tell you he's in love with you

but

anyway...i was chatting

and you know how uncles and aunts like to gossip

you cant help but over hear

so heres what it is about me

ai'm anti-social

ai'm rude

ai'm disrespectful

aall i do is sit in front of the comp

ai dont talk much

ai'm too loud for a girl

ai swear too openly [yes lately i do]

ai hang out too much with the guys

ai'm becoming a guy

amy result suck [damn how did THAT go there]

ai'm way too spoilt

*ehem*

i aint spoilt

and i am trying to tone down

i am doing my best to be a girl

and i'm doing my best not to hang with them too much

i'm working hard to get my grades up

i am trying to socialize more

...

the sitting in front of the comp thing cant be helped.

i told my cousin he can't

and i told him the aunty and uncles ain't gonna give it an 'ok'

neither would my parents

i'm actually kinda glad he's one of the cousins i can connect with

but its just sick and wrong to date your own cousin

lets just stick it to keeping each other entertained

buring boring family gatherings

** Twenty Three **

its days like this that i really feel as if things that were going so well just faded away. its like all the sudden the sunshine and rainbow melted away. damn i need coke right now. for once i really wished i was alone. why do i have to get stuck with all these desperate stalkers. that go around stalking and bugging me. for goodness sake a a life people. what the hell is wrong with me. first of all you do not call me yours when i ain't yours in the first place. and you don't go around calling people your territory. no one belongs to anyone. no one owns anyone. what is wrong with the world today. dont you people understand it when i say "NO" or do i have to walk up to you slap you in the face and tell you to "GO AWAY". and adding vulgar words dont make you any better than the rest. in fact it makes you sink deeper than those hobos on the street. damn i need lollipop. and when it all comes to it you people over react and that's where all your true colors show. and those mask you people wear facing me day in day out come off. and the truth comes clear. that all of you either plans to just tear me apart when you're done with me or use me. so i say save all your "i miss you" "i need you" "i love you" stuff for someone who's follish enough to go that way. and let you seemingly sweep them off their feet. and take them on a fake ride to fairytale land. and when it's over you slash their skins. cut them open. rip their heart out. and leave them bleeding in the dark. and go on for your next victim. i am not some cheap bargain sale toy on the 90% OFF shelf. where you can just throw in a dollar and call me yours. what do you take me for. and i ain't one os those stupid girls who actually believe in every single word you people throw at me. every sweetness that exits your mouth. means nothing at all. cause i know taht one thing's for sure, it's all a scam. oh. call me all you want. whatever you want. it doesn't bother me anymore. really. you all might think it'll make you seem macho and make me burst out in tears. you people underestimate me. a lot. i far more capable of taking care of myself. and it's just the simple fact that i am not those that go around shopping malls to just look at guys. that's disgusting. girls like that have no more dignity in them. girls like that have lost all common sense in them. what's so nice about guys. they're just a bunch of brainless monkeys. most of them anyway. is it now a must to have every girl you meet and have her yours. is it now a must to force her to love you back. is it now a must. damn i need coke. my head hurts right now. and i feel real irritated. and i feel real frustrated. i feel like shit. maybe if you peopl do make it to the end of the post. give yourself a pat in the back. i'd give you a cookie but i'm really not in the mood. you people go around screaming in all kinds of words and suddenly you stop and realize what you have done. sorry doesn't cure anything. sorry doesn't remove the hurt. sorry doesn't delete the pain. sorry doesn't erase the sting. sorry doesn't do anything to make things any better. damn i need ice cream. damn i need to cool down. damn.

BODYGUARD NEEDED

CALL

01X-XXX XXXX

lawls....im a bit off already

here's a cookie!!!

** Twenty Three **

WARNING:THIS IS A PICTURE FILLED POST

AFTERSHOW

okay....we have cupcakessss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! real sweet oneeesssssss =3

woooooo......my cupcakeeeeeee.....xD ahhhh the sweet-neessss

Photo with WeiJun......lol....T^T haven't taken off my makeup yet...

WeiJun and Arati.....*ehemmmmmm* no comments...xD

Crazy people taking picture with flower...smiling like sakaii....xD

*cough* *cough* WeiJun posing in the air-cond room

Fan girls at the back ground giggling.....lawls....i making stuff up...damn rachel stop crapping

i stole a MILO...xD and everyone started taking....i'm innocent~ lalala


ACT 2
Havoc back stage...all the cameras are UP....
Michie and I...behind the curtains....waiting for act2 to start
Mr.Persian.....xD i like the hat....in a way...but not the person wearing it =X
pretty...little....chandelier....[ it IS little....]
damn!!!! chandelier fought back!!!! *gasps* [i'm being lame]
Mun-Mun and I....running around...standing aimlessly on the stage

Introducing.....

The AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

MASQUERADIESSSSS~!!!

MeiYeen got pretty hair yesterday night.....xD

ehem...done by same artist

Three gorgeous masquerades......xD *ehemmmmmmm*

More gorgeous masquerades.....

i have NO IDEA wth is this......

Madame Giry....^^

YinPink and i....bored to death...standing...posing.....behind the curtains...

Me and Suba.....face it the lighting on stage sucks...T^T

Me and Shalini....P.S. her dress is GREEEN

Me and SuetMin.....PA girl...running around making sure things works

Lydia and I....smiling standing....ahhhhh...what else can we do?!?!

Jocelyn and I.....i like this one the best....^^ cuz it turned out so niceee

Carlotta [bowieee] and I.....lol...can barely see her eyes through those

LONG lashes

Christine [weijean] and i......wakakakakaka.....stupid lighting...

see see.....PHANTOMMMMMMMMMMMMM

MOMENT OF PRAYER

Letter....from...erm....*bangs head on table*

WeiJun pops out from the curtains....xD *pop* LOL

Another letter....from...erm...*bang* *bang* *bang* ouch~~

WAITING TIME

see see....nice nehh my hair.....two BIG flowers at the back...

...And one at the side......awesome right~!!!

BEFORE SHOW

my eye....this is my fav of all three days....=)
Shalini's hair was just awesome.....xD
In the bilik pengurusan diri...
Once again.....
The backstage crew.....

See...the table......alll that pinnnnnnnnn
waiting. dying to see how the hair turns out....=3
And the people outside...laughing at the people inside
The artist and the art....xD

Make up section....

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okay....now i talk...

yesterday was just awesome....

the pictures are a bit disorganized

but i spent too long uploading all of it here

well...

not all

i took about 100++ shots yesterday....these are just a few..

and there are plenty more with OTHER PEOPLE

so it's kinda sad that POTO's over

cuz this means...

1. i have to get back to class

2. i have to ctach up on homework

3. i have to SIT THROUGH class

4. i have to get bored by teachers again

damn....this sucks...

anyway....

a big...

THANK YOU

to all my friends

family

and everyone else i know

and dont know

who came to watch POTO

xD

and well...that's about it...

i bathed in

COKE
MARINDA
WATER
and something else...

i think...

then washed my hair at the tap

got my shoe wet...

lol

but had a hell lot of fun....

damnnnnn

why does it have to be OVER!!!!!

so today...i break record

for writing the shortest post EVER [in my blog]

p.s. click the picture to the actual size if u wanna curi...

i know u do....xD