** Fourteen **

WOAH!!!! IM BACK!!!!!!!

after long suffering without my modem!!!

heh...well...today...maybe there was a certain bit of regret in me...

duh we didn't win e-PPDa

DUH I WASTED MY SATURDAY there

duh i was bored to death

duh duh duh~!!!!!

out of boredom we became stalkers...xD

part-time stalkers

first we were following Neer's friend around

trying to take his photo

secretly of course...xD

i tell you...we go there climb up climb down

give water here give water there

go collect food go distribute food

yeah...

that's all we were doing

waste my time....

then we went to the hall to give the food

and Ramya spotted "the fella"

or was it Neer...

whoever la....

started la their counting again...

im sorry...im being such a girl today...T^T

he does look a bit like the "green conductor"

just a bit taller...and a bit darker...xD

aiyo....the staring and smiling...

need i say more...?!?!

long story short...ima chicken

^^

Ramya and Neer did bug me to talk to "the fella"

my feet wouldnt move

and even if i got there

my mouth wouldn't open

my voice wouldn't come out

yeah...that's how suckish i am at this...

technically

im not a person who walks up to someone and strikes a conversation

heck!!!!

i dont even talk that much at times

but at times i talk like nobody's buisness

in this case

i dont talk

and when i finally had the courage to talk to "the fella"

"the fella" dunno go where

ahhhh...forget it laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i'll go find a better looking one...xD

lawls

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well, if it makes you people feel any better

i am now the "proud" owner of two dressses

don't say its not a big deal

IT IS!!!!

cuz my entire closet's full of pants and shirts

that are just WAY TOO OVERSIZED for me

which is the way i like it

yeah...i do dress like a boy

most of the time...

xD

i find it less time consuming...hehehehe

i can just throw on a pair of jeans and an oversized shirt

and i'm good to go

RATHER THAN....

i put on a shirt and then have to decide what matches the shirt

and then decide whether to put on jewelry

and then decided what shoe to wear

and if that doesn't work out

i start back at square one

and that's not counting the amount of time to put one makeup

so...see?!

all that trouble for nothing...

i wouldn't wear something i feel wrapped up in

i wouldn't wear something i had to worry about 24 7

i wouldn't wear something that makes breathing hard

i wouldn't

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i realize my post were preeetttyyyy looooooooooooooong

especially when i was blogging with my phone

gasps!!!

i didn't know 5000characters go THAT long

i have much to say...

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seriously...everyday i get up

and i'm like....damn its another day

and then by the end of the day

i'll be like...WTF did i do today...NOTHING

bottom line is....what the hell am i doing with my life!!!!!

i'm living it

as if it's just as awaiting the Reaper to come

snatch the living breath out of me

go pessimist!!!!!!

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surprise surprise...

i leave and the spammers dont spam anymmore...

i should leave more often

well, thanks guys...for erm...

i don't know for what...

just thanks!!! ^^

that bloody stinking blueberry of a byotch

okay...

i stop...=X

my day has been exhausting

i missed music class

teacher's gonna kill me for that...

im tired...X_X