** Twenty Five **

Today i went for taekwondo

for the first time after so many months

nd i guess i really sucked...

my keyboard wont let me type in the first letter of the alphabet

so s u can see the post is missing it

not to worry i'm sure all you people can read

damn i have to paste the "a"

which is pretty much an irritant

anyway...

i felt like a useless bum today during taekwondo

i forgot everything

and Master wants to send me for competition

darn

and yet i really do want to take part

so Rachel....

you have to learn up your patterns by next lesson

it's a team of 3

and i'm the WORST of the four

and i ain't going to be a reserved

and do all the training for nothing

i will get chosen

i will take part

it's a must

so

i felt like bum today in taekwondo

everything oso forgot

everything oso dunno how to do

after that i had to rush to tuition

add math

sejarah

math

had burger for dinner

and took my bath

now i have to finish my creative writting for PouLeen

cu she's gonna kill me if i don't

not to mention i'm gonna have to face PnJudy too

dang

my keyboard needs to get working again

i can't be pasting my "a"

throughout my entire essay

so Rachel needs to cover 4 patterns by this week

and improve a lot

i need to bring the power back to my motions

and get my movements straightened out

i know it's not gonna be

easy for Master to pick me

pfffftttt

even I won't pick me damn it

i'm determined to rise again

for once i want to be someone

cause it seems like

my cousins are doing hell in studies

and koko

and what am i doing???

so it's time i achieve something on my own

not that i couldn't do it

but for the past few years i was stage fright

VERY

so i know it'd gonna be a problem

maybe it's time for me to come out of the shadows

maybe it's time for me to change

maybe it's time for me to do something different

and make a difference in mylife

[wow....wat a speech...lol]

*pops down dying*

*stares at the pattern guide book*

OMG...

T^T...i'm doomed.....*faints*

*slaps self*

No...Rachel...you can do it

*stares harder*