** Sixteen **

i know...two posts in a day is kinda cliche...

but i'm emo-ing once more

it's not like i wanted to

i WAS happy just now when i posted.

fuck i have less than 10 minutes to post this

everytime i post my blog

someone would come in

either

my mum

my dad

my sis

whoever it is

i chase them out

and what do i do when they dont move?!

i scream

HELL YEAH

i dont give a fucking damn if ur my dad or my mum

i dont give a shit what youre gonna do to me

it's my blog and when i say

"GO AWAY YOU'RE DISTURBING ME!!!"

i mean it

so fuck my dad for not moving

first of all i wasn't being rude

HE came in

do whatever that is he wanted to do [fuck cares]

and then

the worst thing he could ever say

fucking hell!!!

he said i was

WASTING MY TIME

earth to dad....

i'll waste all the time i want

it's my time

i told him i wasn't wasting my time

typical me to stand my ground

damn my stupid mouth

then he threatened to remove my user profile

threaten to delete all my stuff

threaten to band me from the comp

and he can dare tell me the day before that

i SHOULDN'T BLACKMAIL my sister

fucking hellll!!!!

he was blackmailing ME

for chirst sake if you're gonna tell me to do good

you're gonna have to start first

bloody hypocrite

if you're gonna go all fucking bastard at me fine

i'll be a fucking bitch to you then

for my entire life

you go all wise jedi at me

owh youre so good

owh youre so awesome

owh youre so cool

owh youre so sporting

and now i dare say

fuck al this bullshit you've been feeding me

for the past 15 years of my life

fuck it all!!!

damn it!!!

it's like writing your own diary...

you need effing PRIVACY

to do so

how the hell am i suppose to write down my thoughts

when i have a FOOL

reading behind my shoulders

it's freaking DISTURBING

HATES

. . . R A C H E L

P O T A T O . . .

fuck my screwed up life sometimes

fuck it all