** Seven **

i dont think anyone wants to know how much i suffered in johor

i seriously hate my cousins

those that are younger than me

start hitting me

giggling

taking me as some spit target

DISGUSTING!!!

and those older than me stares at me one kind

like

WTF is she doing here~

so i practically dread going back

owh yeah...

my grandma

she lectures me alot

about how i always wear black

according to her it's not a nice color

do i look like a person who would wear any other color?!

of pete's sake WTF is all my relatives pinching my cheeks

it's not cute anymore

maybe it was cute when i was little

but it aint anymore

i spend most of my time smsing the

TOP 3 SPAMMERS

of my inbox xD

Hydde starts in the morning

then Michelle comes

and at night Numbryk smses me

lol...hahahaha

so thank youuuuuu ppl for keeping me

er...awake...

just came back from well...POTO practise

im getting sick of this actually

i feel as if im doing nothing with my life xD

it's like i watch ppl go out

i watch ppl hang out

i watch ppl go to the movies

and i sit at home doing nothing

which im not saying is a bad thing

but its fun to go out once in a while

okay...i need to tell my mum face products give me pimples

they dont do me any good

cuz my mum keeps making me use them

and the pimples all start popping out

T^T

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i feel abit a drift nowadays

well

i've got to get permission

for Thursday

and

for Saturday

and if i cant come

it's my mum's paranoyal taking tol on my life

so i'm kinda killing myself here

i dont even know how to ask!!

owh yeah...those from "artsy" camp

those that wanted in on the video

AER's lookin for u guys

=X he's gonna get pissed if no one wants to show up

have u seen AER pissed?!?!

....

lol...neither have i

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haih. i have POTO practise tomorrow sia

and the day after tommorow too

somehow. i feel like dying rite now

im gonna jump off the roof soon

you know, i sat down thinking today

im 16 this year

WTF am i doing with my life?!

that's that

maybe i'm just waiting for it to end