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okay...back to normal liao posting

Michelle's gonna plan "our" so called wedding

lol...seeming plan...xD

well, im off to Johor tomorrow which means i wont be around

to spam the cBox

to post on my blog

i'll be back on Sunday

so patiently wait yarhs...*muaks*

i spend whole day downloading songs

yeah nothing better to do

then forgot about tuition

give my mum scold

then Hydde sms...

poor Hydde's stuck in Johor for conferences and meetings

damn...he's coming back tomorrow and i'm leaving tomorrow

T^T okay this sucks

i feel so spaced out lately...

okay...tomorrow im going to Johor as a guy

i aint dressing like a girl

...

isn't that just what i always do anyway...

sobs i want to go to amanda's party!!!!

so unfair!!!!

my mum just finds millions of ways to ruin my life

i feel so left out...sobs sobs

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if i said yes

if i said no

if i said maybe

and if i said never

would things change

or would they be the same

if i held a gun

if you held a gun

are you gonna pull the trigger

when i give you mine

and turn my back

if time ran out

if breaths are at lost

will you be there to grant time

will you be there to help me breath again

if no one came

if no one heard

if no one saw

if no one believed

what i have witnessed

would you thrust me

or them

if i said im sorry

if i said forgive me

if i said forget it

would you still stand by me

when i really needed you

cuz when it comes down to this

i have no other words to say

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i humiliated myself today

and i dont wanna talk about it

cuz i did the stupidest thing ever