** Fourty Five **

maybe there's a bit of me that still wants to hold on.
and then, maybe there's a bit of me that wants to let go.
maybe the people around don't feel the change
as drastically as i do
maybe the people don't see any significance
but i do
because the you i knew
doesnt eat his vegies
doesnt do assignments
the you i knew
likes hanging out
likes the daily crapation i do
because the you i knew
doesnt care how messy
doesnt care how stupid
the you i knew
likes ice cream as much as i do
likes watching spongebob as much as i do
because the you i knew
doesnt mind crapping along with me
doeant mind being lame with me
and right now
the you that you've become
is no longer the you i knew
you've become something so alien to me
something too different
maybe its too self centered
but i want the old you back
the one i could be as silly as i wanted to
the one who'd i'd fight over silly stuff
the old u that i liked
if this goes on
what is to be
who i am
who you are
who we are
what are we