** Fifty Two **

my mum has to understand the meaning of personal space.
pleaseee laaaaa...
can you not see i am doing something
like really focused and into it
how can you just walts in and nag at me
"girl clean your room"
"girl take ur clothes up"
"girl sweep ur floor"
"girl keep ur room tidy"
"girl go take ur bath"
"girl go to sleep"
WTF
i might still act like a kid
but i certainly have a BRAIN to think
i will do the above later...
and when i tell you i'll do it later
"later later later!! your later like forever liddat
never come wan!!!"

maybe you dont understand how fragile my ideas are

they dont come like air you know

especially the real good ones

they're like rain the the drought

and you...nicely shoo-ing the rain away

and do you not understand that i want to be left alone?!
why cant you get it?!

do i really need to tell you directly

"MUM GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!!!"

i dont think she wants to hear that

neither do i want to say it

has no brains or something...trying to be friendly at the wrong time

i answer in frustrated tones

should do good to get the message across that i do not want you around

pestering me

*draws a big circle in the air*

This...

is my personal space

intrude if you must

fark!!!!!

my sister another one

people depressed...in the room

sitting there listening to linkin park

the stupid girl comes in and starts making a hell of a noise

llike as if i'm not there...

WTF MAN

do i really need to put a "do not disturb" sign on my door?!?!

personally i do not think that's necessary

cuz nobody likes me when im pissed off

and its even worst when i crack

oh...rest assured i dont crack often

but when i do

the world might just end...

i dispise people reading over my shoulders

and its even more irrtating when you're drawing and

your sister looks from behind your shoulder

fact is i dont want her to see what i draw

cuz imediately she goes into a mind block

and draws the exact same thing

which is not good if she wants to improve

[gosh...wtf is wrong with me?!?!]

then again

she comes and messed up my room and

i have to clean it

WTF right?!?!?

do you not understand the meaning of personal space

do you have to make me shout so you'd go away

do you want me to scream just to get the message across

do you?!