** Fifty One **

damn my keyboard! i desprately need a new one, i cant be pasting my a's everytime i wanna post or type something.

i have this feeling...
deep inside of me...
that i cant explain...
OK
*runs to the fridge*
i'm hungry...xD [lame rachel lame]

first of all...

sorry Josh bout ur blog...><

Josh is dying to blog...xD

i know i promised you like days ago

but i have no time to do so

rest assured i'll get it done asap ^^

dont worry...

you will blog...xD

i'll do ur blog today...=3

darn its the holidays and im up so early...
well...its not like i have time to post at night
ok...
practises at my place for the KUNDEJEMS
Thursday = 9am
Sunday = 7pm
u either eat ur dinner before you come or after
we have not much time to spare
so no dinner...xD
we only have 2 days together
hopefully we'll get the things covered
with the amount of crapation thats bound to happen
darn
if half the class shows up only
[which i hope not]
whats the use....
*hides food*
no eating....practise...
*hides potato chips*
*hides biscuits*
*hides M&Ms*
*hides crackers*
muahahahaha....

some people just dont do well in school

their talent lies somewhere else

so why does the world assume

drop outs are hooligans

drop outs are stupid

drop outs are useless

drop outs are disrespectful

whats wrong with the world is that

they cannot accept people for who they are

heck...

if your kid doesn't like talking

let her be

if your kid talks too much

let her talk

if your kid speaks loudly

doesn't mean she's angry

if your kid sits in front of the comp everyday

doesn't mean she doesn do her homework

then again...

what parents would understand

damn man....

everything's considered emo now

wear all black = EMO

all dark sinister atmosphere = EMO

slitting wrist = EMO

slouching when u walk = EMO

dragging ur feet = EMO

"i dont care" attitude = EMO

seriously....majority of the people in the world assume

"...owh black...EMO"

"...owh slitting...EMO"

thecnically...emos have become an endangered species

TRUE emos...i mean

not those fake ones

you see trying to be emo [n failing]

those "lala" freaks especially

they just think it's "cute" to be emo

and to them being emo is just to get the "attention"

screw you "lala"

ahhhh...

the polution of the EMO community...

getting more and more frustrated

half the people i know tell me i should forgive

the other half tells me i shouldnt n just end it

so tell me now....

WTF am i gonna do about it...

dont give me "follow ur heart" bullshit all...

somehow...

i cant tolerate this any longer

believe me...

i can wear luminous yellow...

and still be emo...

there's no Black in EMO