** Twenty Nine **

i no longer care what you tell me

i dont give a damn what you say about me

and i dont really mind if you do insult me in anyway

i really am sick of everyone

im sick of feeling so stupid

im sick of feeling so sloppy

im sick of feeling so conscious

im sick of feeling so lousy

im sick of feeling so useless

im sick of feeling so talentless

im just so sick of it

and everytime when i do give it shot

some bigger comes out

and what i just did is like

okay....fine....whatever...

i really don't know

how am i going to live up to my mum

its like she's expecting way too much

its so much more

than i can very do

maybe i shouldn't have left my Moral paper on the floor

cause she saw and she.......

long story short

i passed my Moral by 4 marks

somehow...

i feel like shit

yeah my results suck

to tell you the truth

its normal for me

no longer a BIG shocker

coming up

i have 4 diagnostic test for add math to sit

and teacher says i have to pass it all

well...not only me

all of Form4 i think

but still.......

it's freaking addmath...

Ive been spending way too long

checking my tongue into the mirror

and bending over backwards

just to try to see it clearer

but my breath fogged up the glass

so i drew a new face and laughed

i guess what im saying is

there aint no better reason

to rid yourself of vanity

and just go with the seasons

[I'm Yours - Jason Marz]
Miss Yus's birthday today

she made bio so freaking FUNNNNNN

it's sad PnChieng has to come back

so a BIG HaPPY BIRTHDaY to MISS YUS

haih...

pasting my a's again...damn you keyboard

GOOD LUCK

MICHIE

JOSEPHINE

DaLSHINI

KaMILIa

TOMORROW

GIVE IT aLL YOU'VE GOT

JIaYOUXXXX

GaMBaTEHHH

GO GO GO

BREaK a LEG

DO YOUR BEST

whoops.....high again

too much coke?

no...

last i drank was yesterday

i just cant believe something like this would happen

anyway...

tomorrow i have taekwondo

must go competition rachel

must go

loveeeessssss -rachel-