** Thirty Three **

i think i really need a time out... im tired!!!!!

i am overworked

i am exhausted

i dont have time to do anything i love anymore

i am a zombie

i am a robot

here's my daily routine now

...get up

...brush teeth

...get dressed

...go downstairs

...eat

...pack bag

...get into the car

...half asleep

...get to school

...go through the canteen

...into the hallway

...drag feet up the stairs

...drag self to class

...sit

...wait for recess

....crap with classmate

...recess eat

....line up

....go to class

...sit

....crap again

....go home

....eat

....sit down

...think

...get frustrated

...trashes manuscript paper

...goes to the comp

...sits there

...cracks brain

...practises music

....practises taekwondo

...too tired

...eat dinner

...sleep

more or less thats what my life has been for the past few weeks

in out in out

excluding the tuition and curicular activities

so i apologize for not updating everyday...

im very so very tired...

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i need a partner for the JAMC thingy

anyone out there want to partner?!?!?!

i really cant do 3 on my own

this i admit

and i really need help

big time

i have no inspiration thats one

i have no idea how de hell do i do it

ok....

relax...

i have 2 months to do this...

oO

owh crap

that aint much of a time

Fish!!!!

somehow i feel like a real idiot when i stand amongst the contestants

like im so sakaii liddat

they were staring one kind

i was staring one kind

curses im such an idiot

ok i get started soon

so dont balme me for not updating again....

busy busy busy~

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you know what happens when i get home

i drop myself onto the bed

and i really do just fall asleep

you know like instantly

yeah in my school uniform i slept

all the way til 5 or 6

and then i take my bath

and i still feel tired

then its dinner

i seriously need time to stop

so that i can fill my energy bar again

so here i am..

trying to feel life

though im such a robot right now

meep~! meep~! meep~!

I . AM . RACHEL .

NICE . TO . MEET . YOU .
for once i really want to live in a bubble

away from all this

it's TOO MUCH!!!!!

TO HANDLE!!!!

saturday is open day

so ears~

prepare to face the music