** Eighty Nine **

no the blood will not stop
no the pain will not disappear
no the scars will not heal
no the hurt will not pass
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[[p.s. my shift doesn't work]]

''then eat some more ice cream.'' monotonal and sweet, the little girl at the corner in her favourite red dress. her silky charcoal hair drapes down her shoulders, just touching the floor. she held a doll in her arms; a pupette. the music box has fallen, playing the last of its tune. a sad silent call no one could hear.

she watch her life disappear. ''no. no. no.'' she ran fast; maybe just not fast enough. one by one they melted. her final cry. trapped in here forever.

the mirror reflected someone she knew. fixing herself; tightening the nuts and bolts under her skin. checking every detail. everything hides back under her skin. she sneers and leaves the room. the lights are off and the place is serene. in the mirror; she's still standing. pounding her fists on the barrier. she screams but no one can hear her.

the lights turn back on. the water cripples in the tub, but there, staring back are pair of glimmering blue eyes in the dark. begging. crying out. pleading. she sees her but she's in here. she tried; struggled.

the air is thickening in here. she can barely breath. slowly she's fading. burning out.

''then eat some more ice cream.'' monotonal and sweet, the little girl at the corner in her favourite red dress. her silky charcoal hair drapes down her shoulders, just touching the floor. she held a doll in her arms; a pupette. the music box has fallen, playing the last of its tune. a sad silent call no one could hear. she opens her eyes, those sparkly sapphire eyes. blood trickles down but you can barely see it. she's just staring; waiting for her time to come.

waiting to become nothingness.
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yay...happy birthday to me...xD