** Two Hundred and Nineteen **

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We went to Bentong today cuz my dad had cravings for these.

So we left home in the morning and drove there and had sorta brunch. taste pretty good actually. =D

After that we went to the market.


Saw bird nest on our way there. i was like "OOOO BIRD NEST!!" lol! budak bandar tak pernah nampak sarang burung. xD


BICYCLE!!! =D






THIS IS NICEEE!!! <3 <3


DUCK DUCK DUCK!! o(*w*)o


TAU FUUU!!!


And i discovered today that THIS is a fruit.



Then we dropped by the old shop where we used to gather for new year.

somehow its so nostalgic being back here. i used to LOOOVVEEEE coming back here. excluding the fact that i sweat everynight to sleep. and at some parts of the night the place creeps me out. this place used to be filling with NOISE. =D

pretty quiet nowadays. we rarely go back anymore. maybe its cuz most of everyone is no longer here. ='(






Haha...i ran for this hole one i was upstairs. i used to love peeping at those downstairs from here. drop stuff through the hole.
Your olden days peeping hole. XD



BIGG LIGHTER!!





After that, we went to the temple to pay respects to my grandfather.

And after that we went to the WATERFALL!!













BUTTERFLY <3 <3 <3


RED DWAAAGON FLYYYYY!!! *W*


PURPLE & RED DWAAAAGON FLYYYY!!! *W*

and after that we drove back to KL.

i slept til dinner time. and now im wide awake!! =D
tonight no need sleep de...xD
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GOOD MORNING WORLD!!

MY BLOG HAS OFFICIALLY 1000 FOLLOWERS!!! (even if my life isnt all that inetresting)

ZOMG IM SO EXCITED!!! >D

THANK YOU MY DEAR FOLLOWERS~<3

LOVE YOU GUYS!! =D

toodles,
Rach

** Two Hundred and Eighteen **

20 THINGS I HATE ABOUT FACEBOOK

1. Anonymously RANDOM friend requests.
1 friend request. 0 mutual friends. ignore.
I DONT KNOW YOU MAN!!! why would you be my friend?!?!? nuff said.

2. Notifications
"this person has tagged you in a picture" and it turns out to be one of those Tag-My-Pals bullshit.
"this person commented on your status" and you go there just to find that it has been deleted.
"that person posted something on your wall" and its one of those GODDAMNEDFUCKING APPLICATIONS. i dont need to know who my harry potter match is, or how beautiful or handsome i am, or which season suits me best, or which one of the deadliest sins am i. I DONT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT IT. and its more irritating when ITS IN FUCKING MANDRIN.
and sometimes i get people continuously commenting on something on FB. and i'm like "FUCK man...i just cleared my inbox. now it shows 99+ again."

3. Profile Picture comments
seriously. some girl will post a new profile picture and she'll put a caption underneath "so retarded la..." or "so ugly hor..." and then you see a whole bunch of comments below it saying she's cute etc etc etc.
ATTENTION WHORE MUCH.
first of all. if it was ugly why would u post it up on fb in the first place.

4. Link Sharing
its like, one person shares this one link. and everyone else decided to share it too!!! and now i have 10 over friends sharing the same fucking link.

5. Poking
seriously. WTF do u plan to do virtually poking me?? how is it fun?!?!?

6. Farm Ville, Mafia Wars etc Invites/Requests
SERIOUSLY. SEND ME ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE AND I'LL BURN YOUR CROPS AND STEAL ALL YOUR WEAPONS.

7. Group Invites
i wonder how many time do i have to flush before you go away?!! its like, when i ignore them, you just keep sending them. WTF MAN.

8. Relationship updates
one day this one will be "in a relationship" and tomorrow when i check, she'll be "its complicated" then the day after she'll change it to "in a open relationship". and then you see this person is married to this person. =____= i dont see how you people find this fun.

9. Status updates
WHERE'S THE "NOBODY CARES" button?!?!!? some people post the dumbest thing on their status. some constantly has their status on "shit tomorrow test...i have this this this much chapters...and i havent started...im gonna fail..."
and there is always that occasional "I HATE YOU" status updates where the person just blurts every bad word known n their tiny microscoping vocabulary on the their status. and most of them are nincompoops. cuz i end up LOL-ing at their sentence structure than paying any attention to what they're pissed at.

10. Facebook Chats
EVERYTIME SOME IDIOT DECIDES TO USE FB CHAT JUST TO MERELY SAY HI AND IGNORE ME AFTER THAT, MY ENTIRE IE LAGS. IT LITERALLY HANGS. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST USE MSN?!?! I'M ALWAYS ON MSN!!!!
FUCKING FB CHAT.

11. Nonsenses
you know those "OMG THIS GIRL GOT KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL FOR DRESSING LIKE THIS". where you have to share and like before you can see the goddamned thing. and then after you do that they ask you to fill up a survey. =___=
first of all, WHY DID YOU TRIGGER MY CURIOUSITY!!! second of all, WHY DID YOU MAKE ME GO THROUGH ALL THAT BULLSHIT JUST TO SEE THIS?!?!?!
D<

12. Friend Finder
NOT FACEBOOK I WILL NOT USE FRIEND FINDER!!! I DO NOT HAVE ANY FRIENDS LOST IN GOD KNOWS WHERE. THEY'RE ALL ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH. SOME ARE AT HOME. SOME ARE IN THE TOILET. SOME ARE SLEEPING. WATCHING TV. ON THE NET. AND IF THEY DO USE IT (cuz im not sure if you're telling the truth) DOESNT MEAN I HAVE TO!!

13. Stalkers
one of those people that immediately comments on your newly posted photos. comments on your new status update. likes your recently posted link. which you just click 5seconds ago. and they never fail to keep within that time limit of 5seconds after you post.

14. Status tagging
how come you can only tag 5/6 people (i cant remember the limit) on your status?! WHY IS THERE EVEN THIS LIMIT IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!

15. Coins??
"someone answered a question on you. click here to find out what they answered." so yeah. you click and you get this fucking notification saying "you need 500coins to unlock this answer"
WHAT THE FARK.

16. LIKES pages
i know there are plenty of pages that provide bunch of quotes for everyone to like. but everyone seems to be liking a whole lot of stuff. its like, everyday on my news feed it'll be "XYZ likes (insert quotation)" EVERYWHERE!!! ITS LIKE FLOODING MY NEWS FEED!!!

17. Speed Tests?!?!
how fast can you click? how fast can you type? =___= how is this neccessary?!?!

18. SElf Censorship
seriously. if you wanna swear on facebook. JUST FUCKING SWEAR YOU DOUCHE BAG!!! putting "**** this person. he make me to **** pissed. **** that *****!" its like you're afraid to swear but you want to. LOOK! IF, it is improper to you to swear on fb. DONT!!! censoring it on your own doesn't help!! its like half heartedly swearing. IF YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK. SAY IT LOUD AND SAY IT PROUD.

19. Facebook Family??
i mean. Your dad's on FB. Your mum's on FB. Your first uncle's on FB. Your cousins are on FB. SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST NOT MEANT TO BE CONNECTED. cuz after that everything you post on fb is seen by them.

20. You're 10 and you have facebook?!?!
YOU'RE TEN!!! TEN FUCKING YEARS OLD. why do you need facebook?! to connect to your kindergarten friends?? to discuss which crayon brand is nicer?? decide which glue taste better??LOL

** Two Hundred and Seventeen **

before i start anything...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERRIE JIE !!!!!

okay so today. after college i fetched eugene to his place and parked my car there. and yes. i made sure that when i parked it wasnt blocking anyone.

then we walked to yue ting's place and waited for the rest to come. then it was between the curve, midvalley and 1U. and we finally decided on 1U. so i followed in ralf's car with cherrie and wendy to 1U. eugene, jiun wai, mer win followed ralf's car. so we went and parked the car and went to the cinema. we watched Grown Ups. honestly, i was laughing throughout the entire movie. and we were laughing the loudest in the cinema. xD

after that, wendy had to go home. so we decided to fetch wendy home and eat dinner at her area. then leave the cake cutting to next monday. cuz the cake's at sam's house and wendy needs to be home early. driving to wendy's place. 'min yue's car started to heat up. we went to have dinner. and then drove wendy home. min yue's car heated up even more quickly. so we had to stop at wendy's house. stranded. dunno wat to do. waiting for the car to cool down.

we waited for about 30minutes before cherrie's uncle came and helped up. THANKS A LOT UNCLE!!! =D after that we were moving back to TARC.

min yue dropped eugene and i off at eugene's place. okay. first of all i didn realize my tyre was already flat. i started the car and drove. and i was like "WHY GOT THAT SOUND ONE..." cuz to me it sounded like something dragging on the tar road. so i went to check the back of the car and didn't notice the flat tyre. then i continued driving til around the main entrance of TARC i decided i cannot drive all the way home with this sound. something is wrong. i stepped out of the car. finally noticed my tyre and went "WTF. TYRE PUNCTURED." i called my mum. then i texted min yue, ralf and mer win.

THANKS MIN YUE , RALF , MER WIN for coming all the way back to TARC. ^^

and mer win's dad helped my change my tyre.

THANKS A LOT UNCLE!!! =D

then i had to drive very slowly home. mum following behind. with min yue and ralf also.

and i reached home at around 1a.m.


LOL. What a day.

I SWEAR TO GOD THE PERSON WHO PUNCTURED MY TYRE SHALL BE SKINNED ALIVE. DIPPED IN CONCENTRATED SODIUM CHLORIDE SOLUTION. CHOPPED OFF LIMB OF LIMB. PULLED APART BIT BY BIT.

MOTHER FUCKER.


Toodles,
Rach

** Two HUndred and Sixteen **

THIS!

was my distraction for the night while driving home. so pretty!! =3

yes. i took the shot. with the freaking camera. and photoshopped it a bit.

i never knew how hard it was to take a shot of the moon. at the begining all i could take was a white freaking dot. A FREAKING DOT. ( and an extra one from the reflection of the moon light ) then after playing around experimenting with the settings.

I GOT THIS!!! =D

ok. when i took this picture. i zoomed no doubt. and the moon was still quite small. all i did was cropped the picture. so that the moon seems clearer when the picture is smaller to fit into my blog. so for all the haters who would claim tat i photoshopped this photo, i did. to get the details out and to sharpen the edges of the moon. that is all i did.

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had GP test today. i wrote about "a day without reading is a day wasted". well technically my writing skills suck now. i rarely do any creative writing. and i have to keep in mind not to start my sentences with "and".

then i got back my physics paper today. sigh. lets not go there.

what else about today.

played diabolo with miao miao, eugene & jiun wai. then went for dinner with eugene & jiun wai. drove them home. and then drove myself home.

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Stress = Force / Area
Pressure = Force / Area

Stress = Pressure
When your area increase, you have less stress and less stress means less pressure.
So bigger people have less stress & pressure.
When people forcing you increases, your stress increases and pressure increases.

makes sense no?

=D


Toodles,
Rach

** Two Hundred and Fifteen **

first and foremost. ( i wonder why i have never thought of doing this ). thank you all for your...as we do on facebook, "LIKES" to my previous post. ^^V

i'm kinda running out of things to blog about. XD

ou kayyy...why does my internet keep disconnecting >__>

anyways~

its been awhile from since i got my license and passed my freaking driving test. i drive to college everyday now. and back of course. either than the way home and to college, im completely useless. xD



but as i drive i find it hard to focus on the road. suddenly there's like so many things happening around, i wanna see all. LOL. HECK!! i even get distracted by cloud formations. and road kill rats. and trees. LAWLS!! OMG. its extremely hard for me to focus on driving. sometimes my mind might wonder off somewhere and i forget to control the car. its like, ill be driving and suddenly i'll think of what's for dinner or start dancing in my head. OTL



since we're in the driving topic. i left home at 6:40 am yesterday. the usual i leave to avoid the jam. yes. it happens every morning. LOL. usually it still moves when i leave at 6:40am. but yesterday. OMG IT JAMMED ALL THE WAY TO THE PASAR BORONG THERE!!! and i was literally STUCK in that stretch for ONE FREAKING HOUR!!! D< and everyone was calling me asking where class was changed to. so there was this proton behind me and he wanted to change to the right lane. he went halfway and then the lane wasnt moving. so technically his car was slanted and he was blocking the way for the motorcylist. as usual. being malaysians they were honking and pissed as usual. then the funniest thing happened.

there was this old man on his bike. and he slowed down and edged his bike as everyone did. but i guess he was so pissed with THAT proton. he hit the car. he literally put his hand into a fist and hammered it down on the car.

i LOL-ed so hard in the car.



Yeah. i do this too. but technically i dont need to look at the keys to text. XD. still. the one reason i wait for a red light is to finish a text. hahahaha.



and i have NEVER liked driving with my parents in the car. especially my mum. first of all. i have to drive slow. slower than usual. second, she keeps lecturing me about driving while im driving. OMG. I FINISHED MY DRIVING LESSONS ALREADY!!! what?!?! i'm in driving college now? so i have to attend your lectures??!?! some people are just bad front seat passengers.



I WILL ADMIT IT!!! I SUCK AT PARKING!!! i literally take forever to fins a parking and park the freaking car. and im driving a small car. OTL.

AND...

lets top it all off with...



CARS VS ZOMBIES!!! XD

toodles,
Rach

** Two Hundred and Fourteen **

It been a while since i showed you guys the world through my lens.

Enjoy~

























these photos are strictly taken by me.
if you were to use them.
please. have the curtesy to inform me or ask my permission.

toddles~
Rach

** Two Hundred and Thirteen **

watching it from the big screen as your favourite actor and actress kiss. watch how they hold hands as the sunset by the beach makes everything dream like. watch them fall asleep in each other's arms.

but its all different.

when it is your hand being held. when it is your lips being kissed. when it is that one person that makes even the shittiest day the best day ever. when it is that one person that keeps you smiling ear to ear. when it is that one person that you know is worth all the pain you're going through. being with that one person feels like heaven on earth.

but its all different.

when you find yourself thorn between two sides of the story. when you twist and turn at night in bed thinking it through. when it becomes the main reason you cant sleep at night. when nightmare becomes reality and there's nothing you can do about it. when there's no u-turns. no rewinds. no undo. no ctrl+z.

but its all different.

because to you no matter how much it stings thinking about it over and over again, to you it is worth every bit of pain you go through. you sit behind the wheel. hoping to ram your car so hard into something you die instantly. you hope every night when you close your eyes, you never have to open them to see sunrise again. to a point where you're alive but somehow you feel empty. like going through the pointless motions of the day just the fall asleep hoping to never see tomorrow.

but its all different.

when life becomes so much better with that one person. when everything feels as if it could never be better. even if its just the two of you with the awkward silence in between. its the best feeling in the world. where you go through the day just because at the end of the day that one person's there. to make evrything worth while all over again.

honestly.

when i met you.

i never knew you would mean so much to me.

and now.

it seems like the world wants to take you away from me.

そばにいてほしいよ。

** Two HUndred and Twelve **

Friday the Thirteenth.

nothing much happened today. except for during chemistry practical. OMG. seriously. when you start college, chemistry is so much more fun. (if you excuse the few boring titrations u have to do at the begining)

Potassium Chlorate(V)

long story short. we're supposed to put potassium chlorate(V) into a boiling tube. add a certain amount of distilled water. put it in a water bath until all the crystals dissolve. and let it cool. and take the temperature when the first crystals appear. and repeat.

first of all. my water took FOREVER to boil.

so i used Sam's one which was already BUBBLING. so after stirring with the thermometer until all the crystals dissolve, i took it out to cool. then Sam stir halfway while waiting, poked his thermometer through the boiling tube. xD

sad...he had to redo.

Broken Apparatus Count: 1

then i went back to my place to wait. my water finally started boiling a bit. waiting and waiting and waiting. seriously. the waiting time was grusomely long. cuz all i was doing was staring at the boiling tube stirring waiting for the sign of crystals.

but when the crystals FINALLY formed.

^!*&@ OMG WTF IT SOH PWEEETIEEEEE~!!! &}"{;./~**!#^&*%@( ITS LIKE THOSE SHINY THINGIES THEY PUT IN SNOW GLOBES. (*!#&*$}{:"?BUT THIS ONE MAGICALLY APPEARS!!! ?><.';}{{\!$%#OMG ITS LIKE SNOW. SO PWEEETIEEE~<3


Broken Apparatus Count: 2

then out of nowhere. Yoon Voon came around looking for the dustbin. she put a hole in her testube as well.

Broken Apparatus Count: 3

and if im not mistaken. someone's boiling tube broke at the bottom as well.

Broken Apparatus Count: 4

then as i was doing my third round of waiting. Melvin tried to save Yue Ting's already broken boiling tube from rolling over the table. but failed. i dont know when exactly she broke it in the begining. it rolled off the table and broke again anyway.

Broken Apparatus Count: 5

then as we were finishing. keeping and washing up apparatus time. i finished earlier so i was already keeping. then i dont know what Yue Ting was doing. she was keeping her beaker and somehow she dropped it. O_O

Broken Apparatus Count: 6

then after we were all settled and stuff. Nixon was walking by and he said:

Everyone breaking boiling tubes. i oso wanna break one.

Yoon voon said i'm very brave. cuz no one in college has nails like mine....
XD

then during MS tutorial Jun Hui was presenting. then he said:

"If you dont smoke, the air will be fresher and the SKY WILL BE HIGHER"

ROFLMAOL

Tat's all for today. =3

ITS SO SPARKLY IM GONNA DIEEE!!

Toddles,
Rach

** Two Hundred and Eleven **

through the looking glass. is a place i know. and yet it is a place i have never stepped foot.
through the looking glass. is a place i grow numb to. and yet it is a place i die to be.
through the looking class. is a heaven that has become my escape. and yet i cannot run.
though i am untied and unbarred, i am.

and when the sun finally sets in the east.

i am there.

i used to deny the fact that people say i have changed. i dont anymore.
it's like when you have more independence you tend to grow up with it. and trying to step back into the me few years back is pretty excruciatingly hard.

first and foremost. i apologize for getting everyone worried about me cuz of the last few posts.

i am ok.

its juat a phase of time in my life where i am like this. not really hating life entirely but somehow blaming life for ruining it for me.

see...you dont need a relationship to go through am emotional roller coaster.

LIFE ITSELF IS ONE.

talking about life. its amazing how i grew up with Disney but now i blame them for filling my head with all this stupid fantasy. the world continues to spin as Disney, Dreamworks, Pixars continue to fill little girls' minds with the dream that one day, if you waiting long enough, your prince charming will find you. and he will be the most perfect looking guy in all the land. and he'll take you on a ride on his white stallion into deeper parts of the woods where to sparkling water runs free. he'll whisk you away to a place called heaven on earth. then he whispers the sweetest little thing that only the two of you can hear. you catch his gaze. slowly and gently, he lands a peck on ur lips. and holds you in his arms. he'll fight to the death for you. go through pain for you. just for you to be safe.

so you grow up with this thing in your head. that one day, your prince charming will come save you from your tower and slay the dragon guarding it.

you know what they dont show you?

they dont show you how much it hurts. they fill you up with the joys and laughs of being happy with someone who you know is destined to be with you. they fill you up with the fact that everything will be okay.

THEY DONT SHOW YOU REALITY.

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i have my tests again in 2weeks time. YES. AGAIN!!
and surprisingly, my first sem will be finishing soon.

GAWD!! ITS ALREADy AUGUST!!!!

gosh. how life just passes you by. it feels like it was just yesterday i started my CAL.

oh well...

come on rachel!! STUDY!! STUDY!!
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tonight there is a meteor shower. but sitting under the dark sky waiting for one to pass me by means nothing when all i can do is wish you were next to me instead of my dog.

toodles,
Rach