** Hundred and Fourty One **

i'm frustrated.
i was rude and i didn't even know about it.

shesh.

whatever.

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ever held a knife
while helping in the kitchen
and wanted to chop off ur hand
ever watched cars
pass you by
and wanted to cross directly in it's path
ever walked pass a repair shop
and wondered what it's like
to connect yourself to the car batteries
ever stared at the thunderstorm outside
and glance down to the pool below
thinking of jumping in for a swim
ever stared at the main switch
with your hand drenched
and wanted to switch it on

i...
no brainer rachel...
do...

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DAMNATION!!! I'M GOING INSANE!!!!