10 November 2010

every time i type "Thirty" i find myself typing "Thirdy". LOL.

lets blog like a normal blogger about my normal day.

i woke up at 6am. got out of bed and brushed my teeth. yiddi yadda. gosh. boringggg...LOL. i'm calling my own life boring. technically it is.

oh now i remembered what i wanted to blog about.

class started at 10 today yesterday. so i was in H203, i just placed my bag down. was going to sit already. but still stand for god knows what reason. XD then the guy from the office, which i made friends with, called me n said Miss Chan wanted to see me. in my mind i was wondering who's Miss Chan. cuz as far as i know, i only know some lady named Amy from the office and the indian guy which i do not know his name. so i met Mr.Keong on my way down. went into the office and found Miss Chan's room. then she said Mdm. Looi wanted to see me. which at some point in time made me scared. LOL. cuz she's the head of the school so yeah. expecting the worst.
i was so blur cuz she was talking to another person inside and i just stood there walking in and out, undecisive of what to do. then i decided to just stand there at her door. LOL. okay so i introduced myself and she started telling me bout Jacky, he's the guy that photocopied our textbooks and stuff. and she said someone from my class went to complain to him about incomplete notes. and in my mind was like "no one in my class knows who the hell Jacky is."
she's kinda like Miss Goh. talks too much due to repetition of the same thing. and she adds "raigay" to parts of her sentences. so she went on about how Jacky is part of the alumni in the campus and how he has a reputation to keep. so yeah i understand in that sense. if someone accused you of an incomplete job, word spreads like wild fire around here, so obviously you lose business. then she went on about how the person who complained couldnt come out with a receipt. i mean yeah. i understand (again) from which if the photocopies were from Jacky they'd be a receipt. so all she needed was for me to clarify this situation. then i told her about how its hard to reach Jacky at times and how we have to literally "fight" for our books during beginning of the semester. i think she spoke to me for quite some time.

then, she ended it with, "It was very nice raigay talk to you. What's your name by the way?"
so, i said, "Kong Yee Rou."
she wrote it down, "Huh...What...Corny issit?" (controlling myself not to LOL)
i went, "No no. Kong Yee Rou." then i figure it'd be easier if she just called me Rachel. "Just call me Rachel."

so i was pretty sure it was a mistake. technically most of my classmates couldnt care less if one or two copies were missing. so i went and ask the class, after Mr. Keong had finish discussing the exam paper. and yeah, nobody knew who Jacky was.

figures, Jiun Wai went to complain to Jacky.

so i was like, "That one was from TBR la."
and he gave me the dumbest reason, "I forgot."

then he can come to me and ask, "Then now how?!"
i'm like, "You wrongly accuse someone. What do you do?!"
and he was all blur. which added oil to fire.
then Elie repeated and added, "Say sorry la!" (thank you elie!)
then he went, "Ya. I say already."
"Fine la then."

so i decided to settle this problem and went back to Mdm Looi. and told her, i had no idea Jiun Wai went to Jacky and complained. then she practically went on and on about advising him to apologize and stuff. yeah. so all i did was agree and waited til she was done. yes. i know my phone is vibrating in my pocket. yes. i know who's calling. no. i will not pick up.
i dont understand how stupid can you possibly get.
its such a simple fucking thing as asking me. and you can't even do that?!
you of all people know how hard Jacky is to get.
why'd would you think it was from him?!

first of all, don't tell me you forgot that i was the one who sent the past year papers for photocopying. we had tat whole incident with Eugene forgetting to take it from the DK.
your short term memory loss is even worst than mine.
secondly, you are not running a one man's show here. if you want to run a one man's show. go ahead. i'll give you my post. i'll step down. you can do all the work. be my guest.
no fucking brains! where the fuck is your brain.
third, don't tell me it didn't cross your mind to ask me.
you have no fucking cow sense to get some confirmation of your FALSE assumption?!
fourth, if you didn't know. you're not supposed to just go by your assumptions and make false accusations like that.
i think you better go and find your common sense.it seems to be missing.
fifth, don't you think before you act?!
you need a mirror to dare ask me such a question that was meant for yourself.
here's something for you to do.
go home and dig up your fucking cow sense.



Peace out, biatch.

[[EDIT]]
okay so it wasn't the chemistry past year papers.
all that fucking drama for one goddamned incomplete note.
fucking grow up and complete it yourself la!!!
and fucking learn to brush tiny things off.

still...

Peace out, biatch.

09 November 2010

i wanted to post about this video quite some time ago. totally crossed my mind. i'd double posting. cuz i shared this on faceboook already. anyhow. ^^V



technically if i was 12 and lived in poverty...wait...i don't think i even had boobs when i was 12. LOL. watching this video again kinda made me wonder, for a person to marry a, lets say, 14 year old and get her pregnant by 15 and having to have her sell herself to support her family. what happened to the guy?! OAO!! if he had the money to "buy" her, he has no intentions of helping raise a family with her, why the fuck "buy" her. D<

i'm not sexist or anything. but the world seems to be unreasonably cruel to a girl. even if you don't live in poverty.

because being a girl you have more to lose.
because being a girl you are at disadvantage.
because being a girl the world becomes a dangerous place.
because being a girl you are subject to rape. (technically even if a boy is raped, why would he complain)

i do hate being a girl sometimes

i wonder who started this "girl selling" piece of shit. i wonder why they don't sell boys. or maybe they do. just not so often. so mankind mancruel puts sex above everything else?!

this kinda makes me happy i'm not living in poverty. ^w^ or in that situation as a matter a fact.

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so we finished our test3. which leaves me with nothing much to do. they plan to start A2 syllabus next week. sigh. exam finish and i still have to study. so here's what i calculated. since my chemistry died and so did my physics ( though i'm happy i improved from last time ), so lets say i pass chemistry, which makes it 40. and i got 45 for physics. yeah. i'm not ashamed of my sucky marks. 60% of 500 would be 300. i got 75 for GP. (oh yeah GP i love you!! =D) which leaves me with 140 more marks to reach 300. so all that's left is Maths and Further Maths. which meant i have to get 70 each. technically now i have 37 for Pure Maths and 39 for Further Pure. WOW rite. my further maths is higher than my maths. mainly cuz i screwed my partial fractions. (damn) which means another 33 for Applied Maths and 31 for Further Applied and i'm safe!!!

please please please please....

just need to keep tat 60% average.

toodles,
Rach

08 November 2010



this is officially my favorite shirt...=D

so i failed my chemistry. with a pathetic 29/100. i passed physics with 45. sigh.
at some point in time i made a fuss getting 60. then i made a fuss bout getting 50. and now i'm pretty contented just to pass a subject. i don't know how some people do it. being able to keep up good grades. i have failed to keep my good grades ever since form4. being pretty happy to keep an average of 60.

so how does it feel.

i dont know honestly. i mean. i felt like i've always had in school. inferior to everyone else. watching my classmates score better. i kind of grew numb to this feeling although it still lingers every time i get my papers. its a real sucky feeling.

done with that.

last sunday.
my sister went to the curve to meet up with her friends. so they were late as usual. we had IKEA meatballs for lunch. =D then my sis went with her friends and i end up following my parents around IKEA. one thing i regretted doing that day. taking the measuring tape for my dad.he spent the whole day annoying me with it. he rolled it up and made it springy and kept launching it at me.den he put it to his camera n started taking pictures. then he put his finger through and said, "i have a ring!" LULZ!!!
did a bit of shopping. mum still forcing me to get a new pair of new shoes cuz my converse is like...really old...XD

i guess this week the lecturers would give out the papers. and next week we'd start A2.

gosh time flies.

Lots of love,
Rach

05 November 2010

WARNING: okay i know i haven't been blogging for more than a week (i think). so bear with me on this one cuz this is going to be one of those super duper extra draggy crazily inhumanely loooooooooooong posts i haven't done in a while. so if you don't feel like reading, don't. simple as that. XD

Listening to : Firework - Katy Perry

B E G I N T R A N S M I S S I O N 4:53pm

i'm pretty sure i've officially lost my scholarship after this test. so, first paper was GP and Pure Maths. well, nothing much today about GP. its english. but i'm pretty sure i crapped the hell out of my essay just get get about half the marks AGAIN. i suck at factual writing. Pure maths. omg. i actually forgot how the paper was like to me. LOL. short term memory loss. but one thing's for sure, i didn't do as well as i did during the last test.
the second day was Physics and Applied Maths. PHYSIC. ZOMGWTFH!! i hope physics burns in hell for all the pain it puts me through. i have never been able to do Physics. and my paper, well i practically made a desperate attempt to at least pass. hey, at least i tried. =D. then Applied Maths. same as Pure Maths really. i know i didn't as well as i did. i dont know why. í suck at applied. i just suck. don't ask me why. its like asking yourself right-handed self why cant you write with you left hand as well as your right hand. its just retarded that way. LOL.
the third day was a man slaughter. i had Chemistry. my beloved Chemistry. i loved Chemistry. slept with Chemistry. spent time with Chemistry. ate with Chemistry. went out on a date with Chemistry. made love with CHemistry for that week before the test. and it stabbed me in the back and front and side and everywhere else. not once. not twice. not even thrice. i think if i was fighting against chemistry in street fighter, chemistry's combo would be like 100000000000000000. i spent more than 45minutes just on objective and it was a 1.5hour paper. and my subjective. cannot be saved. but honestly, it was a very hard paper.
last day! Further Applied and Further Pure. applied was ok. i could do some. don't know whether correct or not. but the most important thing is I TIRED!!! LOL. Further Pure made a good ending to the test. there were one or two that i didn't know how to do. but overall, i did pretty well i presume. based on the fact that i had 30minutes to spare. and had nothing to do. Further Pure made my day. XD i'll be so happy if i actually manage to get an A for further maths. (haha...dream on...)

okay. so that was the test part of the week.

there was a bit of drama too.

so after my physics paper. i told my dad i was going to lose my scholarship and was going to fail physics AGAIN. he said i had no heart in doing my a levels. and he said, "if you could do your tutorials and understand what your lecturer teaches, why would you fail?!" and my mum went, "they ask you one is not in the syllabus?" and so my dad kept going on and on about the importance of a levels. n kept asking me the decide than and there whether i wanted to continue or not. and i sat there crying. honestly i have never cried so much in a week. it was like one after another. and it just kept coming. it was like i was stuck back at square one where i had to decide what to do after college. i kinda hate the feeling i get when everything suddenly feel so worthless. its like at that moment in time i just didn't want anyone near me. and everything just didn't matter.
so for that week, i went through a land fill of emotions all at one shot. probably lost a lot of water. LOL.

oh. the parent lecturer day invitation came yesterday. LOL.

ok now for some happiness.

i went to animangaki at sunway college the sunday before exams started. i wore my loli. and my shoes didn't match at all. cuz they were too bright of a red. LOL. anyhow. i had fun there. even if i went alone. XD. ppl wanted to eat my shoe. OAO!! which was rather weird but... all in all i met a whole lot of ppl. and i bought my nendroid brs!! (new baby to add to my collection) i was supposed to join a dance group for CF. orz. didn't happen cuz of some issues. oh and my costume arrived thursday. yeah. i think. i cant remember. XD. seriously short term memory loss. somehow i don't get it. tailors never get my size right. its like the strap is too long which means i have to sew it shorter and i have a lot of boob space. LOL. which in other words meant i need bigger boobs or else the costume looks weird.

my sister wanted Supra shoes. and she didn't believe me when i told her those shoe are BIG! until today when she saw it. LOL.

speaking of my sis. she came to me today and went, "Jie...you know that yaoi is porn..." and i was like, "Uhuh...so?" LOL.


i went shopping today. actually wanted to go into uniqlo but WTF MAN!!! the line is so fuckingly obscene!!! so fucking loooooong. its even longer than all the letters in my blog post all lined up. so yeah. didn't get to go into uniqlo. =( then we went to TS to find my sister her supra shoes. and ended up buying stuff from kitschen. i love that shop. =D oh. and i bought this HELLO KITTY cover for my phone. <3 so adorable. i was pissed today. cuz i finally found a pair of HIGH WHITE boots. and it was so funny. as you all know TS has A LOT of stores selling practically the same fucking stuff. the first store i went to, i asked for a size 5. and the guy so BLUR man. he's the king of all blurness i tell you. first he told me only got size6. then i asked what size is the display one, he say size5. so i ask him bring the other pair. he go into the store room, come back out. and guess what he told me.

"Miss ah...this shoe only got one...the other one dunno go where..."

ROFLMAOOL!!!!

so fine. i left the shop. then i saw the SAME EXACT ONE in another store. asked for size5 and the lady tells me "don't have...this is the last pair."
WTF MAN!!! everytime buy shoe surely this would happen. either no size or no shoe. damn irritating. so failed to buy new shoes today. orz.
then it was so fucked up the way my mum's face was. after my sis and i bought stuff for kitschen her face turned "black". like some nigga. =3= damn irritating lo. i lost my mood look at her face. no mood to shop already. go home la. diu.

and after all that drama i have decided to draw. something i haven't done in a while. and i plan to do the impossible actually. i damn noob but trying to draw something pro. i was thinking of bringing my sketch book to college. but its A3. which is BIG. sigh.

so...my birthday is next week...no...next NEXT week...
yeah...XD lol...i suck i know...orz can't be helped.

usually i celebrate my birthday. most of the time its just my friends come over to my place, eat, play some water, watch movies, stay up and probably go out the next morning or something. i wanted something special this year (since my 16th birthday was like SHIT). don't know la. every year i plan my own birthday. it gets boring after a while. and its been a while.

my wishlist for the day i turn legal...
(probably won't get any on the list but you can't blame me for trying...)
DOMO KUN plushie
Coloud Hello Kitty Headphones
Black Rock Shooter (been wanting this for a VERY long time)
Addidas Jeremy Scott Winged Shoes (silver)
Nike Air Force 1
♥ SpongeBob Shirt (yea i love spongebob)
Geeky specs (with lens...i dont see the point of wearing specs with no lens)
Silver Winged Ring
Silver Winged Necklace
♥ anything you feel like getting me

i don't mind what i get for my birthday...its the thought tat counts ^^

E N D T R A N S M I S S I O N 6:03pm

lots of love,
Rach ♥

07 October 2010

well, i'm still sick. having fever. and i know my test3 is coming up.

but that's old news.

so, here's some new news.



1. you were so happy that you kept your 60% average until you got a "love" letter from college today saying "you haven't met the requirements".
2. so, you got pissed. thinking. HEY I GOT THAT AVERAGE!!
3. then, they tell you that you have to get 60% and above for all the subjects you're taking. not the idea of "60% average" you had in mind.
4. you walk to your car thinking "damn. im going to lose my scholarship for real this time."
5. then you realize, you actually had your 60% average. just that THAT RAIGAY PHYSICS made you "not meet the requirements".
6. suddenly it hit you that you had to bring up your physics to twice the marks you got for the last test to keep the scholarship.
7. you hate biscuits.
8. applied is easy. but you forget the last chapter after doing the next one.
9. you went to check your grades for Malaysian Studies. =3=
10. you have no idea what raigay coconut bun is. but it sounds nice.
11. you have 25days from today to make physics go up to 60%. which you dont know how is it possible.
12. you're dying your hair tomorrow. probably.
13. you should seriously stop procratinating.
14. you wish to trade physics with facebook. (if it is even a subject)
15. you wanted adidas jeremy scott winged shoes & nike yeezi shoes that glow. and guess what?! both are limited eddition. and they dont ship to south east asia. FML!!
16. you wonder how much more new news can you list down.
17. you should really stop listing down the unnecessary and study.
18. you slept at 10 yesterday and woke up at 2. the first thing that came into your mind was "study".
19. wow. cosplay job!! maybe its time i worked.
20. YAY ~20!!!

toodles,
Rach

02 October 2010

OKay. my dog has Aural Hematoma. so we took him to the vet today. he was all panicky in the car. not to mention the fact he kept scartching me. OTL.

Aural Hematoma >> C L I C K M E

there's nothing much to talk bout it...i'm just waiting for the video to upload on youtube. then i'll post it up here for all of you guys to see the um...procedure. LMAO. i'll leave it at the bottom of the post. ^^

im still sick. going to be sick. nose is clogged. and my throat is killing me.

im lagging behind on all my tutorials. orz.

so yeah. Melvin and Sam started playing O2Mania (O2Jam offline). i played one round of it. i got bored. i somehow realized O2Jam never really did capture my attention like every other online game i've played. it somehow just bores me without even trying. so i'll stick to slamming my space bar. lol




ZOMG!!! MY INDIAN ACCENT!!! ROFLMAO!!

toodles,
Rach

26 September 2010

i was walking by Warehouse the other day. And i stopped in my tracks when i saw THIS.



YES. That jacket. *w* ITS SO FREAKING NICEEEEE...

and guess how much it cost. RM363.
which at that time i did not have enough in my wallet to actually get myself the jacket or else i would've been the proud owner of that jacket already. D<
and dad wouldn't buy it for me cuz he says its too expensive. =3=

sigh tomorrow is Monday again.
why is there only 2days allocated for weekends?!?!?! D<
somehow my weekends seem to fly by like nothing. LOL
and tomorrow i'll do it all over again.

you know.
i expected to find someone in my class who actually has something in common with me besides the fact that we're doing further maths.
my class has no dancers.
my class has no artists.
my class has no cosplayers.
my class has no musicians.
damn saddd case...
well at least they are some narutards, bleechtards, one piece tards in my class.
LMAO
WTF AM I SAYING...
STUPID NARUTARDS!!! >D

sigh.



" sometimes i just wish i could freeze time at that one moment and make it stay that way forever. "


love,
rach