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its times like this when there is just nothing more that i can do

i love my class...^^ 4SC1

and we worked so hard to get to where we were

really we did...

lets see...well, the teachers weren't much help [until the last minute]

we practically did everything ourself...

which included : -

-practises at my house during holidays

-practises after school

-lengthening of the script on our own

-movements and tonality on our own

-solo parts

-arrangement

-asam and lime

-bubblegum

-humming

and plenty more i surely cannot think of

at the moment

But MissGoh [headmistress] did tell us to work on our "T" and "S" and "K"

And she and her weird tonality [seriously...it WAS weird]

Somehow she tried but...

fact is...it was already too late for any MAJOR changes

PnJudy[eng teach] did help correct the errors of the script

and she stayed back with us

but that was all she did

well, she made sure we practised

but it would've been nice if she took the effort to stay in school and get permission for us to practise there during the holidays

instead of coming to my house

don't get me wrong...

i'm not complaining...its just...

why aren't the teachers showing any form of support that we needed

well,there's this whole thing about Form4 hating 4SC1 which kinda a bit overboard

maybe there's a tiny pinch thats jelly...[the green lil monster]

but its no reason to hate the whole of it...^^

and then when they moved the exams forward cuz of the comp

things went from bad to worst...

and then it got better...^^

which was good...xD and still is...hahahah

so after all our hardship we went through

i guess it is finally over

and there is nothing more we can do

sure we can cry and sob all we want

let it all out

we lost to CBN today

2nd place...

in front of SMK Kepong Baru...

best conductor from SMK Kepong Baru...[thats a D.U.H.]

and the rest was history...

i can't possibly put to words the sadness that took over today...

we were so looking forward to beating CBN and going to our promised land

MELAKA

sounds crappy but...

we're a class and its kinda awesome to go somewhere as a whole class representing to school...

but those CBN girls...may i point out they're all Form1 and 2

were just too bitchy [sorry bout the language...i've got no other words]

and i dont think i want to be even more bitchy than them to win

although it hurts so much

to see our efforts get flushed down the drain just like that...

i wonder why St Mary's always 2nd best to CBN

they're humans as well...

so why is it so hard to beat them?!?!?!?!?!

i'm not blaming it on anyone...

i know we did our best...

really...we did...

its just...

well, its obvious CBN will win...

but there was no hurt in hoping that WE would instead...

so much for that...

i really like how the way Choral Speaking has brought us all together

like one big family

and taking Choral Speaking away is like

taking that sticky substance that keeps us together

you know..from this competition

we were united as one...

it wasnt like any other years i've had in St Mary

it was like i was REBORN

i used to know like..."okay this fella's in my class...wateva..."

and now...i know everyone...

not jus sekadar nama...but like

when we meet somewher we dont just go "hi" and walk off...

we go "hi" and start TALKING somemore

i don't want this to go away...

i really don't

there's something i really wanna keep

though we lost our champion for Choral Speaking

though we lost our first place

and though we lost our stepping stone to our promised land

i really wanna keep this bond our class have

that no other class has

we're one

and we're 4SC1

maybe we were just no meant to beat those bitchy CBN ppl

cuz GOD has something far worth us planned

maybe we're just not meant to win this

cuz there are far more GREATER things to come

maybe...

just maybe...

we'll be forever united as

ONE CLASS

ONE VOICE

ONE FAMILY

and not forgetting~ [heh]

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