** Six **

okay...back to normal liao posting

Michelle's gonna plan "our" so called wedding

lol...seeming plan...xD

well, im off to Johor tomorrow which means i wont be around

to spam the cBox

to post on my blog

i'll be back on Sunday

so patiently wait yarhs...*muaks*

i spend whole day downloading songs

yeah nothing better to do

then forgot about tuition

give my mum scold

then Hydde sms...

poor Hydde's stuck in Johor for conferences and meetings

damn...he's coming back tomorrow and i'm leaving tomorrow

T^T okay this sucks

i feel so spaced out lately...

okay...tomorrow im going to Johor as a guy

i aint dressing like a girl

...

isn't that just what i always do anyway...

sobs i want to go to amanda's party!!!!

so unfair!!!!

my mum just finds millions of ways to ruin my life

i feel so left out...sobs sobs

*************************

if i said yes

if i said no

if i said maybe

and if i said never

would things change

or would they be the same

if i held a gun

if you held a gun

are you gonna pull the trigger

when i give you mine

and turn my back

if time ran out

if breaths are at lost

will you be there to grant time

will you be there to help me breath again

if no one came

if no one heard

if no one saw

if no one believed

what i have witnessed

would you thrust me

or them

if i said im sorry

if i said forgive me

if i said forget it

would you still stand by me

when i really needed you

cuz when it comes down to this

i have no other words to say

********************************

i humiliated myself today

and i dont wanna talk about it

cuz i did the stupidest thing ever

** Five **

[cursor over words to scroll]

day before yesterday was the last day of camp...

so im back at home now

yesterday spent the whole day in school for some ePPDA thing

and Phantom Of The Opera

so now only blog...T^T

******************************

~ Day before Yesterday ~

last day of camp

whu hu hu hu hu~

so sad....how i wish it lasted longer...

we didnt do much

just sat down and talked

about our reflections and our experiences

with our room mates

with the activities

with our team members

we left after lunch

so i still get my dose of ICE CREAM!!! xD

then i went around looking for these bunch of useless ppl

ask them to wait dunno how to wait

i had to go room to room to get them

ishhhhh

well...at least i got everyone to sign...^^

should've brought more paper

who's fault is it everyone else had to squeeze in...

i told him not to sign to LARGELY

and de stupid guy never listens

there's one BIG spot there

i really am gonna miss camp

T^T

i wanna go back~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHEILAAAAA WHY U GO HOME SO EARLY!!!!!

i'm gonna kill sheila when i see her

wehehehehe i got nothing much to pack

lepak in the room for so many hours

Hydde,u effing rich bastard...=X

has his very own assistant

and he's in love with his assistant

[although she's 30+]

LAWLS

i met his parents that day

i was practically like

ha ma na ha ma na ha ma na ha ma na

ha ma na ha ma na ha ma na

ha ma na ha ma na

ha ma na

shake hand oso got 5 seconds delay...xD

and his mother goes "thank you for taking care of our lil boy."

oO wow...lil boy

then what am i?!

tiny girl ar...xD

wahahahahahahahaha

i can see it now...Hydde the Lil Boy Not-So-Wonder

lawls...im so bad =X

get into the car

and my mum start shooting the Qs

and well, duh i got pissed

and i definately cracked

so i screamed back

owh dont blame me...

if she was making perfect sense i wouldn't scream back

but she wasnt!!!!

so thats that

dun wanna talk bout it

spend the night smsing Michelle til 11

and Hydde til 5am

then i slept for 3 hours

WTF rite...xD

i know...

300 over sms in one night...

gonner my bill

***************************

~ Yesterday ~

woke up at 8

went to school for ePPDA

Neermala came but Ramya didnt

i got a shock of my life when she told me we needed to memorise

i was like WTF

we cant memorise millions of slides in two weeks!!!!!

we cant!!!

thank god we went through de rules and regulations

i was really relieved when they said we had to make a scrap book

of our slides

one for the judges

and ONE FOR OUR REFERENCE

so no more memorising

we practically copied and paste some stuff from the past year's

somehow i feel this determination to win

or maybe its because it sucked so much to lose to the bloody CBN

lawls...its not like they're taking part anyway..

we practically had the slides all done

we just need pictures

and music

and videos

i think...that is if we wanna win

watever it is...

the power went out half way

so we hung out with the Phantom of the Opera cast

power came back and we're back to work...xD

we finished at 12

and i had bout 1 hour wait before i go for Phantom of The Opera

pity meeee

whole day in school

sat in de hall and talked to Michelle

yakity yak

then followed Bowie to her house

had lunch

and was back in school for Phantom of the Opera

ahhh well...

the choreographer came

made us stay til 4.30

we were all dying to go home

well

DUHHHHHH

its the school holidays and we're in school

so we dismissed at around that time

i went home

slept off

really i was tired

after all i had only 3 hours of sleep

and took my bath

the rest of it is history...xD

** Four **

[this was yesterday]

well, besides the fact that i had to get up REAL early

camp has been so much fun!!!!!

after enduring ant hills and shaking trees

i'm pretty delighted that yesterday's wasnt as hectic

at least they let us catch breakfast

i need my dose of ice cream!!!! xD

^^

just so you know...i've fallen in LOVE with paintballs!!!

and paint!!!

and everything else!!! xD

they gave each team and theme

REBORN -beta than nuttin-

lawls...lame name i know....but thats what we could come out with

i didnt quite get our theme actually

but i just went as if i knew what de bloody theme was

then i watch all the members grab leaves

and stones

and everything they could put their hands on

cuz we were suppose to create a scene that fits the theme

i had no idea what de bloody theme wanted

so i stood watching...xD [brilliant eh?!]

they came back to where i stood

with leaves and stones and vines in their hands

"we make rachel the small one"

i was like WTH "what small one?!"

"sadly our theme goes with our name"

"owhhhhhhhhh~" now i get it...xD

i had leave in my hair and in my pants for goodness sake!!!

so called leafy tail...xD

and all i did was sit there and stare when we were presenting

how nice...

well, besides being the laughing stock of camp T^T

we sat together for lunch after that

somehow i decribed the activities

as if they're VERY short

but they're NOT!!!

i always have my ice cream

and duh i was the first to return to the table

unbelievable actually

we didn bother to get our names til now

owh yeah...i miscalculated...i mistyped...they're like 9 ppl in the team

so...names...lets see if i remember

the oldest one among us is Sheila

followed by Aer [dont ask why his name is liddat]

and then Chong Vern

after that Hydde [double 'd'...its not a typo]

next will be Mimi

and Yii Feng

and David

after that Esther Yong

and Me

well, i havent celebrated my birthday YET

so i'm like 15++ somewhat xD

owh yeah...Hydde's my roomie btw

after lunch we had our free time for a quite a while

but i kinda just hung out in the room

fussing over Hydde's laptop

Hydde fussing our his guitar

yeah...in addition...was smsing Michelle

lawls...poor michelle...stuck doing nothing...xD

i wanted to blog yesterday

but...><>

and besides Hydde's laptop ran out of power

Hydde likes the balcony

although there's nothing to see...xD

stupid guy...

[im being such a girl....*gasp*]

when the laptop ran out

i peeked through the sliding door

"Hydde...the laptop's dead"

"Good." he didnt even look!!! evil much...

"Hydde, the laptop's dead."

"Good."

"Hydde!! the freaking laptop is dead!!!"

"I said GOOD!!!!!!"

heh...i made him crack...xD

wakakakakakakakakakaka

gosh im being so immature

coincidentally...[[okay i hate this part]]

lighting came thunder strike

long story short

i screamed

and guess what he did

he effing burst out laughing

"it's not funny."

"yeah. it is..."

"it's NOT funny."

i screamed again [bloody thunder]

"relax. breath. thunder's not gonna come here and hit you"

LAWLS

i thought thunder was only the sound

i kept screaming for everytime the thunder strike...stroke...

i think it was by the fifth time i screamed he cracked...

"damn would you stop."

"no."

"you're like disturbing the peace."

"what peace?!"

"MY peace!"

"you have a peace?!?!"

"Shut up you screaming colourful ice cream eating monster."

if i wasn't so freaked out by the thunder i would laugh

Hydde laughed at himself anyways

"Hey! Hey! Hey! i say no!!!"

"why not!!!"

"cuz i said so...NO!"

"awwwww...come on...smile..."

"Nope."

"Hydde...you know you want me to...now SMILE!!!!"

"No. Can't do."

"i'm gonna put this in my blog...so you better smile."

"No."

"i'll stop screaming..."

"and...."

"er...let you sing me a lullaby?!"

"xD good enuf..."

so i got his picture michelle!!!!

lawls

i'm acting like one of those fan girls

he went back inside

plugged in the battery to the laptop

there he goes fussing over his guitar again

i was sitting at the table smsing Michelle

about 5 minutes into it

and the sound stopped

oO he slept off...LAWLS

and and and and and and....

Hydde was talking in his sleep...xD

wakakakakakakakakakakakak...

=X im such a bad roomie

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++
i enjoyed this one the most

we left the room for dinner

and then we went to this porch or something

i dunno....

BIG PIECE OF CLOTH

BIGGER FLOOR

BIGGEST BOTTLES OF PAINT

and what were we to do...

we do feet painting..LAWLS

saying it is funny enuf

you know...opening the bottles of paint

with your foot

is NOT easy

makes you feel so glad you had fingers...xD

but a few of us cheated..

out of the impatience

soon after we were all stepping and painting our hearts out!!!

peace didnt last long

Jonathan [i dont know who he is] inflicted paint

on Fret's face

Fret went "ouch"

that's why i used inflicted...xD

then we were no longer using our feet and painting

like in pre-school

we were

SPLASHING
SPLATTING
WIPPING
SQUIRTING
KICKING

SLAPPING

paint on each other

gosh...i became MULTI COLOURED!!!

xD

and we ran out of piant

the end..

[as if~~~~]

some idiot went and grabbed the hose

and strted spraying water at me

WTH

why me!!!!!!!!

so i got wet

but at least she cleaned me off...xD

But im WET...dripping soaking wet

but i had fun

so that was that

we were back in the room by 11

yeah i was waiting for Hydde to get cleaned up

stupid guy won't get clean

it's like the paint diffused into his skin

lawls....xD

back in the room

Hydde fell asleep like immediately

while i

wide awake

smsed Michelle

BUT MICHELLE SUDD STOPPED SMSING!!!!

MICHELLE I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!!!

^^ okay thats all..

i'm already late for break fast...^^

** Three **

well, in my absence i guess ppl wondered why iw asnt online a stuff

cuz im usually a computer addict ^^

i'm stuck at camp actually

my rents sent me here

so im stuck here til tuesday

and hell yeah im happy my roomie brought his laptop!!!

i arrived the latest yesterday night

which was kinda memalukan in a way

checked in and joined the group

and then i started worrying whether i underpacked

cuz my bag was the smallest xD

well i only packed like 4 sets of clothes

and nothing else

so there's a lil side of me that started getting all paranoyal and stuff

we had to draw lots

get our numbers

^^ hehehehehe....i got number 13...wakakaka

the first 30 who checked in

they go around hunting for similar numbers of their roomies

well, technically it was like a tiny ice breaker

we were given exactly 1 minute to find

which technically wasnt much time

owh yeah...

and no one was supposed to say a thing

and we weren't allowed to mouth it out

or use our fingers

so there was a moment of havoc and fun

i stood watching everyone run about

looking and like mimming

and i started laughing...yeah

i stood alone laughing to myself xD

but i joined in the fun anyway

half way through i wonder what would happen

if someone chose the same number as someone else

some girl came up to me and shrugged her shoulders

technically asking what number i was

i was like...how de hell am i supposed to do 13

lawls..den i did the stupidest thing

i started hopping

lawls...yeah i hopped 13 times

and she nodded and left

GOD!!!! i hopped for no reason

and den everyone started hopping too

i was like "WTH CURI MY IDEA"

the counsellors sounded there was another 30 seconds

and we were all like "owh shit owh shit owh shit!"

i went owh shit too!!

then some guy came from behind and shrug

here we go again~

hop

hop

hop

hop

hop

hop

hop

hopity hop hop hopity

lawls...13 times and i stopped

and the fella was like "what?!"

i mouthed "count the times i jumped"

then he asked me to do it again

bloody hell....i jumped 13 times and he didnt count

*&^^$%^#$%@^#

so i like slowly jumped

making sure he counted it right

lawls...one way or another...

10 seconds and he was like "hurry up hurry up"

so FINE!!! i hurried up

hop hop hop hop hop

lawls

then he slapped his forehead

and the counsellors timed

the end

yay now i can talk!!!

so i was like "what's wrong with you?! count oso cannot cou-"

before i could finish he said "THANK GOD!!! Number 13!!!"

my face had WTF written all over it

the counsellors were tossing the room keys

she threw the key at me and said

"Close call."

i just smiled...

he asked for the key and i was like

"No. She gave me the key. So i keep it."

he ignored and went to grab his bag and his guitar

lawls...yeah he brought his guitar...xD

"you brought your guitar?!!!"

he walked pass me before he answered

"just in case"

whatevarrrrrrrrrrrrrr

he stood at one corner of the lift

i stood at the other

hehe...i had the honour of opening the door!!!

wakakakaka

he went in and tossed his guitar on one bed and laid back on the other

i was like WTH

he told me i could sleep in the closet or the toilet

riteeeeeeee....

then i pushed his guitar to the floor

xP

he shouted...duh i would too...xD

he went to check his guitar...and fussed over his missing pick

then i shook the guitar...

guess what?!

the pick was inside...lawls...

"its all your fault!!!"

=.='''

we were like shaking the guitar trying to get the pick out

he passed it to me

i was shaking it and when i wanted to tilt it a bit

i kinda hit his head...opsss

that was embaracing

he went out to the balcony to take a call

whateva it is

he came back in "er....forget it..."

i was like "what?! you could've told me that ealier..."

he went for the door

i asked where he was going

"The pool."

So we went to the pool...

lawls...

=X we're not supposed to do so actually

we met up with a few other people

another two girls and two guys i think

the rest were too chicken to show up

and i got pushed into the pool

for being late i got pushed into the bloody pool

then i started splashing water at them

i spit too...lawls...

"Get her!!!!!!!!!"

all of them jumped in anyway...

LAWLS...it was sheer fun...like our very own ice breaker

lawls

all of them were like trying to drown me

pushing my head into the water

i drank it in

and started coughing

then my room mate was like "okay ppl stop!! we're gonna kill her."

and they brust out laughing

i was like "damn you ppl...."

one of the girls was like "what's your name?"

so i told

she placed her hands round my waist and she was like

"you're too skinny"

LAWLS!!!!!

"she's got small boobs"

the other girl said

i was like WTH we have guys around and they're like that

the guys brust out laughing

"damn your face..."

"you keep changing you expression"

=.= WTH

"hey! hey! you know what dudes. she threw my guitar."

"wow...that's a first!!"

one of them patted me on the back

"good job!!!"

the other two girl got out

"We're gonna get back its late."

the other two left as well

"Wait. You two might wanna dry up first."

they held towels

i stared at him in the pool

he stared at me

"we should...." i pointed

"yeah we should."

we climbed out

one of the guys tossed to towel at him

"Towel?"

i shook my head

"na...i dont need it..."

all of us walked together til we parted at the lift

technically we had a problem now

both of us needed to chg

and both of us was dripping wet

he changed in the room

and i changed in the toilet...lawls..

i slipped on my way in...><'''

he laughed at me...[tard~]

well, i changed...

went back into to room and i was like...

where the hell is...he...

he was like standing and the balcony

like half naked...oO

i was like...you bloody bastard put on a shirt!!!

somehow i felt bad for tossing his guitar

so i got his pick out for him

lawls...then i couldnt help it

I STARTED PLAYING!!!

pratically i was enjoying myself...xD

"you can play?!"

i turned..."kinda"

he came and took the guitar off my hands

gosh....i watched him play....damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

finally i placed my hand on the strings and told him to stop

"why?!"

"cuz it's gonna rain if you dont...and i need to sleep."

"you sleep...i sing to you...a lullaby...."

"yeah...right...."

"okay okay...sleep sleep."

he put away his guitar

i turned off the lights

*****************************************

we had breakfast and well, we were off to our activities

i had ice cream for breakfast

how cool is that?!

they supplied us with graffiti cans of

RED

BLUE

GREEN

BLACK

WHITE

YELLOW

PINK

ORANGE

PURPLE

they had a LARGE canvas for all of us

and we had to tag a name of our team on it...

some fun it was...

my team consisted of 4 other girls and 5 other guys

they somewhat tried to spread us out equally

well, NONE OF THEM WERE TALKING

and i felt like an idiot

when i kept asking what's our team's name

how are we gonna tag it

who's gonna do it

one of them suggested "REBORN"

well...it was better than nothing...

when no one responded she added "well, at least it better than nothing."

then one of the guys spoke "how about 'beta than nuttin' "

and most of them kinda agreed to it

so the team's name is "beta than nuttin"

LAWLS

the problem now was designing the tag

which practically all of us had our own ideas

no paper

i sacrificied my arm

lawls...

they were like drawing it out on my arm

and we combined everything

i have to say...

it turned out pretty well

and with me as the color person

lawls...xD im a colorful person

practically ours was the most colorful one

kinda stung my eyes a bit though cuz it was flourescent in a way

then we had fun with paint balls

we had a few people strike a pose on another canvas

and the rest threw paint balls at them

i think they stood there for like 10 minutes not moving

gosh...how nice that turned out man...

there was the out line of their pose after they were done

gorgeousness...

we had our lunch and back to more activities

this one took a real long time

each team had a list of things to find

and to tell you the truth it wasnt easy

some of the stuff was hidden like on a tree

and we had to like shake the bloody tree

climbing was a no go...lawls

cuz we were afraid the branch might break

><

some of the stuff was in the pool so one of us had to jump in

some were in bushes...

there was this bloody ant hill by the bush that we found the stuff

the ants were like swarming out

"rachel go get it. rachel go get it."

"hell no!!!"

they were RED ants by the way

but i reached in and grabbed anyway

and swept off the ants on my arm

heh...

proud much to say...

we were the FIRST team to finish our list...xD

great eh?!

i'm extremely tired...

we've just finished dinner...

i had ice cream for dinner as well...

hahahaha...

i'm the ice cream freak of the camp xD

now i'm chilling in the room

he's strumming his guitar

im using his laptop

and im gonna turn in soon...

but im glad i had fun ^^

** Two **

THE ABOVE IS FOR ALL MY BELOVED TEACHERSSSS

[cursor over words to scroll]

well, after all that sadness...

i had fun today ^^

today we celebrated TEACHER'S DAY

yeah...its kinda late

but it was cuz of the exams

so we start with Negaraku & the Wilayah song

as usual....and i have to say...dengan bersemangatnya all the St Marians sang!!!

then we students had a dedication to our BELOVED teachers

with a wonderful song

sang with our wonderful voices

"stand by me"

my classmate...Umi did a sajak with a teacher

and we all knows she rules in that area!!!

i sat right at the back

screaming my lungs out

and going "SEMANGAT~!!!!"

the students went wild after that

not just because they were awesome

we cleared a path between classes to give the teachers

their very own

St Mary's version

WALK OF FAMEE

owh...the teacher's had a hard time getting their butts off the chair

but...the students got them up anyway xD

so one by one they walked

some paired up lawls...

and obviously we cheered like hell!!!!

there goes my voice...^^

in come our "beautiful" "lively" MCs

Esther Marie and Fiona

their job is to introduce the performances

and entertain us with their S.S.-ness

first off

we had a hip hop dance

which pretty much sucked [yawns]

really it did...

it was so slow

i think even my grandma could do it...hahaha

so THAT was a bust

but we being St Marians

who LOOOVVEEEE screaming and yelling

cheered anyways!!!!

okay...the teachers left to change after this

well, i didnt realize it...xD

and I'm sitting right in front of them...xD

so, we had nothing to do

we dedicated STAND BY ME

to MISS GOH

pffffftttttt....

we were like singing to her

and all she was doing

was talking to some fella

i was like WTF la

we're singing to you here lady!!!!

at least smile and look or something

damn it!!!!

well, the teacher's took some hell of a time to get ready...xD

so we had our very own 4SC1 Kundejem...

UMI

up on the stage

interviewed...seemingly by Esther

about our SEMANGAT motto

when she asked what it meant

we were like "NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!"

at the back...lawls...imagine me almost getting on my feet jumping

yeah thats how i was

cuz...erm...lawls....xD

it's between 4SC1 what it meant...hehe x3

well, they announced our "VICTORY"

lawls...we're still bersemangat anyway....

i have no idea how long i was out of the hall

all i knew was that the pianist was playing

so practically i think i missed something

or maybe i didnt

who knows.....

the teacher's came back in soon after [finally!!!]

and we went NUTS

someone made a sign out of mounting board saying

"MRS NG U ROCK!!!!"

and we were practically screaming our lungs out...

"MRS NG WE LOVE YOU!!!"

"MRS NG YOU ROCK!!!"

you know how we are...

we love our teachers...xD

or mabe we love to scream more...

there was a sketch...skeet...wateva it is

short drama...or something...

i dont know whats the word....

it's on cita-citaku

so yeah...practically...the main point of the sketch was

teacher's are the root of every great person

whether it is a superstar

model

miss malaysia

business man

director

doctor

professor

they all start out with teachers

pouring out all they know to their fellow students

HERE COME'S THE TEACHER'S PERFORMANCE!!!!

we start off with the dikir erm...selatan?!

dikir barat

by the teachers

about the teachers

which was pretty humours all in all

gosh...we crazy monkeys at the back were like immitating

sadly not very well

but we were immitating the teachers on stage

and in the same time entertaining the teachers behind us

im sure....xD

then it was a part of a wonderful video

of us ST Marians Wishing our beloved teachers

in our very own way

a happy teacher's day!!!

ehemmmmm....that was part one...xD

in recent events of OUR choral speaking

the teachers did one too!!!

conducted by the not so lively Sarah Chiang

lawls...=X im so bad....

they were complaining about us...

how we love to talk non stop...

chatter boxes 24 7

and how we give all kinds of excuses

for NOT DOING HOMEWORK

xD xD xD

they listed everything down...

but...all in all....

they love us~ <3

then we have the

SPORTING
CUTE
ADORABLE
LIVELY
CHEERFUL
SPARKLING

teacher's cheer team!!!!

gosh it was SOHHHHHH KYYUUTTEEEE!!!!

they were like "i'm a lil teapot!"

lawls....

the PN. NORHUDA got carried at their final pose...

gyahhhhhhh!!!! AWESOMENESSS ALL!!!!!! xD

now, we turn back time to something more traditional

something more

ehemmm...local....xD

the teacher's did a Hindi Dance

OMG....MISS GOH!!!!

blur blur following ppl...hahahaha....it was funny to watch...xD

yay...they dance and dance and dance...

okay okay...

video again...heh...

see see...got something VERYYYY specialy bout this video...

MY FACE INSIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its like Wong MeiYeen and Me by the piano

and we go...

"happy~ happy~ happy~

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO YOU!!!"

lawls...i sounded squeaky...T^T

okay...

then we had our graceful St Marian dancers again

strutting on the stage

show off their own moves

i think this one definately BEAT the hip hop dance BIG TIME

and we had our beloved JIA NEE dancing too!!!!

yay.....lets scream her name!!! XD

final part of the video...

they had Lai Vivian

and Sarah Chiang

well, for you ppl's info these two were ex-St Marians

and now are teachers here

but they still wished the teachers happy teacher's day

awwwww....how sweet~ ^^V

i find this simply unprofessional of them

i missed the sketch by the Form5

cuz i was paniking outside when we found out they wanted us to perform...

DAMN IT!!!! WHY DIDNT YOU SAY SO YESTERDAY!!!!

so we are missing of ppl

and a bit shaky

i mean....we really like...OMG WTH WTF WTFH!!!!!

lawls...

so we did it anyway...

cant go against MISS GOH'S wishes now can we?!

so...THAT was practically our WORST performance yet

and it was our last

gosh...i'm feeling sad all over again...

okay okay....back to teacher's day!!!!

after our lil crappy performance

the finalist for the TWOF

Teacher's Walk Of Fame

went on stage

OMG PN THILAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

and i burst out laughing

they were asked to pose

and then they recieved their prizes...

given by our beloved MRS NG!!!!

okay...next comes the

Teacher's Performance

in 4th place...DIKIR BARAT

in 3rd place...CHORAL SPEAKING

in 2nd place...HINDI DANCE

and the 1st place....

goes toooooooooo.....

TEACHER'S CHEER TEAM!!!!!!

well, they had the CUTENESS factor no other performance had....xD

then MISS GOH just couldn't help herself

she just HAD to motivate everyone

so she had her grandmother story all...

and we had to listen

owh and a real sad news...

PN ANDAL'S LEAVING!!!!! T^T

before i forget

my mum sent a fax over to MISS GOH

and hear THIS

this is what PISSED me off so bad!!!!

she only read HALF of what my mum wrote

EFFING HELL LA

she only read the part where my mum said she was proud of us

and even though she knew we wanted to get 1st

2nd is a great achievement

WHAT SHE DIDNT READ

WAS HOW WE WORKED OUR ASSES OFF

ON OUR OWN

COMING TO MY HOUSE TO PRACTISE

ON OUR OWN

HOW WE WERE INDEPENDENT

HOW WE MANAGED WITHOUT THE HELP AND SUPPORT WE NEEDED FROM

OUR TEACHERS

HOW WE MANAGED TO GET THIS FAR

so here i am to blurt out what SHE wanted to hide

OUR efforts what SHE denied
how dare she!!!!!

** One **

[cursor over the words to scroll]

its times like this when there is just nothing more that i can do

i love my class...^^ 4SC1

and we worked so hard to get to where we were

really we did...

lets see...well, the teachers weren't much help [until the last minute]

we practically did everything ourself...

which included : -

-practises at my house during holidays

-practises after school

-lengthening of the script on our own

-movements and tonality on our own

-solo parts

-arrangement

-asam and lime

-bubblegum

-humming

and plenty more i surely cannot think of

at the moment

But MissGoh [headmistress] did tell us to work on our "T" and "S" and "K"

And she and her weird tonality [seriously...it WAS weird]

Somehow she tried but...

fact is...it was already too late for any MAJOR changes

PnJudy[eng teach] did help correct the errors of the script

and she stayed back with us

but that was all she did

well, she made sure we practised

but it would've been nice if she took the effort to stay in school and get permission for us to practise there during the holidays

instead of coming to my house

don't get me wrong...

i'm not complaining...its just...

why aren't the teachers showing any form of support that we needed

well,there's this whole thing about Form4 hating 4SC1 which kinda a bit overboard

maybe there's a tiny pinch thats jelly...[the green lil monster]

but its no reason to hate the whole of it...^^

and then when they moved the exams forward cuz of the comp

things went from bad to worst...

and then it got better...^^

which was good...xD and still is...hahahah

so after all our hardship we went through

i guess it is finally over

and there is nothing more we can do

sure we can cry and sob all we want

let it all out

we lost to CBN today

2nd place...

in front of SMK Kepong Baru...

best conductor from SMK Kepong Baru...[thats a D.U.H.]

and the rest was history...

i can't possibly put to words the sadness that took over today...

we were so looking forward to beating CBN and going to our promised land

MELAKA

sounds crappy but...

we're a class and its kinda awesome to go somewhere as a whole class representing to school...

but those CBN girls...may i point out they're all Form1 and 2

were just too bitchy [sorry bout the language...i've got no other words]

and i dont think i want to be even more bitchy than them to win

although it hurts so much

to see our efforts get flushed down the drain just like that...

i wonder why St Mary's always 2nd best to CBN

they're humans as well...

so why is it so hard to beat them?!?!?!?!?!

i'm not blaming it on anyone...

i know we did our best...

really...we did...

its just...

well, its obvious CBN will win...

but there was no hurt in hoping that WE would instead...

so much for that...

i really like how the way Choral Speaking has brought us all together

like one big family

and taking Choral Speaking away is like

taking that sticky substance that keeps us together

you know..from this competition

we were united as one...

it wasnt like any other years i've had in St Mary

it was like i was REBORN

i used to know like..."okay this fella's in my class...wateva..."

and now...i know everyone...

not jus sekadar nama...but like

when we meet somewher we dont just go "hi" and walk off...

we go "hi" and start TALKING somemore

i don't want this to go away...

i really don't

there's something i really wanna keep

though we lost our champion for Choral Speaking

though we lost our first place

and though we lost our stepping stone to our promised land

i really wanna keep this bond our class have

that no other class has

we're one

and we're 4SC1

maybe we were just no meant to beat those bitchy CBN ppl

cuz GOD has something far worth us planned

maybe we're just not meant to win this

cuz there are far more GREATER things to come

maybe...

just maybe...

we'll be forever united as

ONE CLASS

ONE VOICE

ONE FAMILY

and not forgetting~ [heh]

4SC1